All I really wanna do is leave America and go live on a tropical island somewhere.....no worries, no cares, just scuba diving and doing whatever the fuck I want all damn day. One day.....



Im getting so frustrated!!! I quit my job as a Vet Tech in San Francisco to move down to LA cause my boyfriends job relocated him. It couldn't have come at a worse time since it happened right before the recession started. I thought I was gonna be able to get a job no problem, but that was 8 fucking months ago and STILL nothing!!! I interview every fucking day but no one takes me. I have an AWESOME fucking resume and a lot of experience working with animals, so I cant help but think that Im not getting hired due to the way I look. I always cover up my tattoos and the only visible piercings I have are in my eyebrows. God SF is so much more lenient on appearance than LA it seems. I actually had one doctor down here interview me and tell me that my piercings would give the clients the idea that he doesn't know how to hire competent workers. ???? WTF is that all about??? I always look professional in interviews and am 100% honest and sincere. Animals are my life and Im so fucking depressed that I haven't been able to work with them in so long. I don't know what to do, Im at wits end now. My depression is increasing, but all I can do is get up the next day and interview again. Aint life a bitch!



PLEASE HELP...Is it me?? I just dont understand. I just moved down to Long Beach from San Francisco and I LOVE the area. However, I cant seem to find a good fucking job. Im a veterinary technician, and a good one at that, and I have yet to like any of the 50 Hospitals Ive interviewed at. Is it that hard to find a decent fucking Dr? Im VERY disappointed in the Vet Care down here and God forbid anything serious happens to my 2 babies cause I wouldnt feel comfortable bringing them to ANY of the fucking incompetent Hospitals that Ive seen. I have a kick ass resume and have been working with animals my whole life. I even have working abroad experience with exotics in Africa. So lack of experience has NOTHING to do with it. I cant imagine its just me. Does anyone in a 20 mile radius of Long Beach know of a GOOD loving and caring Veterinary Hospital that I can try to call and possibly interview at without wasting my time and putting me in a bad fucking mood?? Its gotta be out there!!!!
Nuno Bettencourt can do with me whatever he wants
I went to the Extreme and Kings X concert last night and was totally blown away! What a guitar MASTER he is!!! I had such a great time and met some cool ass people. Two super cute Italian Metal head rockers to be exact. Wish I wasnt such a dumbass to not get their emails. Oh well.....I wasnt there for anybody else but the musicians :-) I would gladly see both Kings X and Extreme again any mother fucking day of the year. Long live rock n roll!!!!!!
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