sooo im trying to decide if i should start writing my "book" again. its not really a book yet. but i think the end result would be that. im just here playing some music and i think i should start up the writing again. anyone want to preview a few pages and give me some feedback? its very early stages kinda stuff right now but eh. in other news....i may have a second chance with someone i missed the first time through. interesting....or maybe the art teacher i met today. i get to play basketball tomorrow and thats going to be fun.

back to molly. (my black guitar)

yay....got my new gaming mouse today. its nuts. so much better than that last junker i had. new computer this weekend too! finally! anyway...its creeping up on me that i need to find a full time job not a almost full time job like i have. i wont be able to stay here much longer because of one of the other residents being a bit crazy. im just not willing to deal with it anymore after last night. the part im not looking forward to is leaving the current job. i like it there. and i really want to learn some new languages, im looking into Portuguese right now. any hints? they are interesting because it looks like code to me and im doing programing in school so my brain is looking for more codes to crack and its going to make me smarter...i hear thats good.

O! and im going to start workouts again so i can get all sexy again...i hope but i had some issues preventing it in the last few weeks/days. but i feel good now so lets get this done!

anyway. iv gotta run but i miss you all

so right now i am playing baulders gate enhanced edition and i have in this moment-blood playing in the background. im so in love with maria brink.....mmmm.....and iv spent so many hours years ago playing this game. and now it get to do it over and over again so excited. and in case you all are wondering why im doing this on my day off...i got a foot of snow yesterday and its cold out...ug....i need to move. off for a hot coco refil

hell yes! i got a care package from a random member at work today. cookies, fudge, rum balls. all of which tasted great. nice people make things worth getting up for.

hope everyone was safe last night during the end of the world and all that....i was home playing pathfinder like a nerd started a bard blade dancer. gotta get some homework done soon and get some sleep tonight for basketball in the morning. although the homework may wait cause i just opened league of legends and that looks like more fun right now

so how is everyone doing out there?

anyone seen this?

30 seconds to mars. hurricane-uncut

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=1tmbv9ePGQo[/YOUTUBE]

attention! now taking donations for that cute black savannah.

i wish...



anyway...so far winter here isnt much of one. and im a fan.

i had an interesting thing happen to me yesterday. i was buying tickets to something. and the lady at the box office asked my name for the tickets. i spelled it out and she commented that it was a nice irish name. (eh...iv always wanted to change my name) then she continues to talk about how she moved here recently and that her beautiful daughter is across the street at the clothing store til 6 and i should go meet her. she really wanted me to go talk to her daughter too. like really.

i had an appointment to get to which i wanted to blow off all the sudden.... i really got the feeling it was a "go bang my daughter" kind of go meet her. but the mom wasnt bad looking so if the daughter is like her mom its worth a shot hope she has to work later today when im in town doing nothing but making a poor excuse to be in a clothing store. (i think its a ladies store) so today im shopping for my sister or mom...shhhhh dont tell her im there to check her out.

anyway....im listening to tool right now and really want to play guitar so i have to go for now.

WOW! thats some bombshell news i just got. one of my close friends, one i game with, talk to all the time, worked with, and play music with just told me hes been doing hormone therapy for years to gender switch. wow. im totally ok with it and support him all the way of course. and i feel pretty great that he would tell me. more power to him i just hope he doesnt get to hot cause that could get weird lol.

iv always been curious about gender switching people and would always want to just sit down and talk to them about it and its cool now i can.

hi everyone. so im sitting here doing some classwork and im getting really sick of groups. first its online and we are all in different places with different lives. i do like online classes. i seem to work well when i can do things on my own time. but i have this group project to do with 5 other people for a large part of my grade and all they want to do is bitch at each other about getting it done on forums. no work is done yet and i have 3 weeks to go. with all my own work getting a passing grade will be a huge pain in the ass. all one jackass is doing is bitching cause things arent done and telling us we need to post and work more but not working himself. so it sounds like he wants us to do his work and do it his way but not himself. ug...

anyway. im happy iv been able to talk to some of you more here and like to get to know some more of you. its fun to have people interested in the same things. soon i really need to add some more photos. i keep wanting to just dont get around to it.

so now i have to go perv on all these sexy ladies

“Water does not resist. Water flows. When you plunge your hand into it, all you feel is a caress. Water is not a solid wall, it will not stop you. But water always goes where it wants to go, and nothing in the end can stand against it. Water is patient. Dripping water wears away a stone. Remember that, my child. Remember you are half water. If you can’t go through an obstacle, go around it. Water does.”-

be like water.