yay for a 3 day weekend, should be fun. going to maybe grill out and have a fire, if the weather is nice, and have a few drinks. cant wait

tonight is a big night, playoffs vikings vs packers, the vikes gotta win, anyone going to watch? and who you rooting for? better not be the packers lol

tonight is going to be an epic night. going to have my birthday party and my freinds in the band PINWHEEL are having their cd release party tonight too, and there is going to be a whole shit load of people there all freinds together jamming out to good tune hell yeah tonight with be remembered haha lets do this!!!!

happy st patricks day everyone, im still not sure if i will go out tonight,i gotta work till 10,but i might just stay home because i don't want to be hungover tomorrow but we will see hope everyone will be safe

Dream Under A Dream

when your in this state of mind
you sometimes wish you were blind
its a place that is so sublime
where dreams come true just like in a ryme
emotions run high with a blink of an eye
always knowing there will be no pain
disapearing into numbness
reapearing into happienes
drifting away into another world
feeling like time has just been swirled
wondering if im going insane
find the answer and wonder no more
the questions will all go away
if you just think then say
only in this state of mind
dreams come true in many different kinds
where everything seem to have a theme
this must be a dream under a dream

Useless

lifes not even fair
not noticing im here
destroying me from inside
looking throught myself to see whats outside
half the time you lie to me
nevr noticing how much it affect me
what a waste of a life
what a waste of a mind
what a waste of a future
that will not be mine
trapped inside this fake mind
wondering what i will find
different colors come together
asorting in a way like no other
scared in this place so strange
waiting for my life to be rearanged
the solution is the answer
the solution is the cure
the solution is a medaphore
that i will never have anymore.

Eyes

I cant stand
to see that look in your eyes
its like leaves
on the trees
that make you cry
i remember the first time
i saw you
it was somethingi will never forget
i open my eyes
and i see you staring back
i feel like im in space
you eyes are like shinning stars
in my little world
in a galaxy only my eyes can see
i wish you could see the galaxy
just too see the way i do
ive seen your eyes
they're alot like mine
waiting to be opened
not knowing when these eyes will go blind

missed out on seeing my friends band PINWHELL (everyone should check them out they're really good help support them too www.pinwheelband.com) they opened for Psychostick and i really wanted to see it but i had to work bummer maybe next time. going to have a nice relaxing day at home tomorrow and watch weeds too

gotta work 12pm to 8pm tomorrow, and then ill be going to my friends for a kegger. should be a blast getting all the friends together for one last party befor it gets cold, then just going to wait for halloween

its alittle chilly outside so i might just stay inside and watch a movie, tv, or video games, probably watch my little brother play halo:reach tonight, then later i might gout out for some drink but not sure yet got work earlier than usual tomorrow ill just save my energy for the weekend. oh yeah season premiere of sunny in philly is on tonight haha funny show need to catch that too, lata