It's nights like these that I most miss having someone to cuddle up to and watch films with

Instead I find myself lying on the sofa, watching films and drinking beer wishing I had some human contact.

I fully admit I'm not the most sociable of creatures, I abhor clubs and find myself happiest in a little pub, and because I live in the ass end of nowhere and live nowhere near any friends that would go to places with people I might want to meet, makes meeting new people kinda hard as I can't afford the huge taxi costs.

I'm getting more and more pissed off with my job, it's playing like a bunch of amateurs trying their best to stay afloat while shitting on their staff, if I didn't need the money I would have quit this week

still convinced it's something wrong with me, and that's why all these women leave me, but nevermind guess I'll have plenty of time to ruminate on this as I grow old and die alone