Your new profile pic threw me off when I first saw the comment you left;...my immediate reaction was;..."oh shit who did I piss off this time ?!" Then I saw it was you.
Yes it's a lot better today, it was just a dangerously long bad moment. Nantz has a depression problem, I have a rage/ depression problem, and we are both Aries.
I do hope you and Smash have moved on through your discourse as well.
Maybe you and I are in some parallel universe situation, having so much weird shit in common, and at the same time, too.

Yesterday with big crowds of visitors on the island we did $0.00 not one customer, shopper or shoplifter came through our doors;..so that kinda set the stage for STRESS.
There were Millions of dollars spent in this county yesterday, and we could even get one of them;...."Ow!"
Today was much better, and we only slid 7% against the numbers for last year's May.
April we slid 43% ! it's been worse than brutal all year so far.
Tap those tourists ;......yes! They are there to spend the bread;..get some.
My supplyfriend has quit me again, the last run was a long one , bad crash, which is still going on.
I guess a bit of control would help. But control and addiction, do not belong in the same sentence.
I'm just as bad a dope fiend as I ever was, I just have managed to refine the list of used substances down to
green , beer, and booze. which is funny considering I thought drugs would save from alcohol, but they've led me back to it.
"Yes , take it from me boys and girls;...if you start out doing drugs ,you will end up on BEER, one day."

Dude, your up pretty lat;...I just got home from The Undertow lounge, trying to sceazor, and everybody was hitting me up, how backwards. There was shit there that I don't even know about, I'm like, no I just want to smoke, I do not need to try ANYTHING new in that department. I was hanging with two good looking drunk chicks, one of which was on the verge of falling out of her dress. I was freakin, thinking if I get a good glipse of nipple I'm gonna fasten my face to it. Luckily I mountain biked home at closing without getting in more trouble. Tomorrow we do a little art market gig for 5 hrs at Lulu's, that's Jimmy Buffet's sister's place .
It's like totally false;..Jimmy Buffet key west fantasy, like right out of a box, tourist's love it, it makes me a bit ill.
Gotta make a whole shitload more "Donuts". We've not had a whole day off in 35 days, I'm like running on batteries.

You're too kind..... Thanks for indulging my pathetic little rant and making me smile,

Dude, the vibe of creativity ebbs and flows. It'll be around again in no time soon. It's just telling you to get out and do some shit that's going to inspire and it's that season so go do some fun stuff and find yourself a muse. I'd be your muse but damn it all I'm clear over here in Ohio!