This is more to help me think out my character in Gurps.

My character is a mercenary. A hired sword. Also, someone who didn't take shit in the past and has a bounty on his head for it. But lately, he's been cleaning up or doing other people's shit. Hardly anything by his own motivations. One person clearly is making stupid decisions, something that would have gotten him killed if it were in the past.

And after almost killing himself and causing a crew member on the airship to die, he has things to think about. Why it happened, what he needs to change, what he needs to do.

There is a way to do things, and they shouldn't be done stupidly. But let the stupid people off themselves.

Do what is necessary to survive.

Gain power.

Don't let anyone stand in his way.