Thakns everyone We are all doing much better now Jay still has to have some surgery next month though.

I am SO lovin ebay at the moment,hehe I got a hoodie that I have been searchin for, for like 2 years!

Also purchased mucho goodies from Hustler this week Got 2 new rings for V Day as well.. got my BLING hehe

I am also now VERY blonde


Happy Valentines Day

On our way to OK me and my family got in a head on collision. We were on the highway and another car hit us head on and the semi behind us flipped. We were all taken back into NM to the hospital. The kids are mainly bruised up from the seatbelts and Shaolin has whiplash. The airbag on my side ended up hitting me in the chest and bruising it. My whole left side is bruised up and I have a cracked rib and my bladder is swollen. The radio ended up landing on my left leg but other than that I am doing ok. My husband was hurt very badly though. His seatbelt never locked up and the airbag didn't open all the way so his face went thru the windshield. After being in a tiny hospital in the middle of nowhere Jays family came to get us and take us into OK. Jay is going back into the hospital and has to have reconstructive surgery to his face. He is having trouble breathing and his face is pretty smashed up.

The car is completely totaled and we are not even sure how we will get back or what to even do now. We were told we were very lucky to make it out alive. Please pray for all of us. Everyone from his Unit that has called has been very nice and helpful and I am greatful to them for being there for us.

For anyone that is traveling please very careful, you never know when things can go wrong out of nowhere.

We were coming up I-40 and there was a car in the highway facing us, the roads had a patch of ice that no one saw. The Semi behind us jack knifed and rolled then we tried to swerve to miss the car that was facing us head on but the ice didn't allow it. We slid and hit head on. The lady in the car tried to drive off and then finally got in the median. SHe got out and got her dog and started walking. By this time the cops showed up and I saw her get in the car with them. She never once looked our way. We found out that right after the accident she called and filed a claim saying she wanted us to get her car fixed immediatly. Needless to say I am pissed about that. She was the one in the wrong lane facing oncoming traffic. She didn't even see if anyone of us were ok.

the airbag didn't work properly and the seatbelt never locked up, so we will be contacting Dodge about that.

Hope everyone has a safe and Merry Christmas. Talk to you all soon.

I found entirely to many things I want for christmas!! But...income tax return isn't far off either hehehe

What are you hoping to get for christmas?

Yesterday when my doorbell rang there was a lady there with 4 beautiful pink roses in a glass vase I opened the card and it says " I love you babygirl and I hope this shows you that I am constantly thinking about you" Love, Jay.

He is such a sweetie! Things have really been great the last couple of days and I couldn't be happier

Leaving in 12 days to go home for the holidays!! WHOOOHOOOOOOOO!!! I am excited, can ya tell? lol I am looking forward to eating at the many places I miss, spending time with me sis and neice ( and a few other select family members)

Most of all it will be nice to just relax back home for a bit

The best thing about it is getting to finish my chest piece! YAY! And hopefully get a few other tattoos done while I am there as well. Jay wants to get his In Memory tattoo done but is having trouble figuring out all the details of it.. he has the words, the name, but that is it. And I am no help, cause well I can't draw for shit And the one person that could draw something beautiful up for me is no longer on the site which sucks.

This week I will be waiting impatiently for the mail, I love internet shopping but hate waiting on it to get to me

So yea...that sums this up..

Oh wait...I had a lovely time at the Ball and posted a few pics so take a peek if you like

OHHHHHHHH I LOOOOOVEEEE EBAY!!!!!

New watch
New posters
New purse

Tomorrow night is the Ball Needless to say I am excited!! I will post pics the next morning

Why is it that every fuckin time I think things are going to be ok, SOMETHING always fuckin happens and shit gets all fucked up again. I swear, I am fuckin cursed! I use to always say " I have no regrets" and now...I have ONE! Its always going to be there haunting my ass...

Someone needs to build a fuckin time machine..

3 girls who have never made a turkey OR Thanksgiving dinner before pulled it off perfectly I have to say I am proud of us! Everything was DE-LISH! Of course I wanted to puke after I ate so much. And being away from all our famiy wasn't that bad this year, we had quite a few over, and they are our family here for the moment. SO it was a pretty nice day

I am getting excited that we leave in 2 1/2 weeks to suprise everyone back home for christmas. And on Dec.1st we have a Ball to go to. My dress is gorgeous!! And I have a pair of beautiful corset knee high boots that I am wearing with it. SO I am excited

Today I will be relaxing..and eating leftovers

Hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving!

Well..still can't hear I have to call and make another doctors appointment tomorrow. Hopefully all goes well

Today was great, I got my new eyeshadows ( Pure Luxe ROCKS!! ), my new pyrex spirals for my lobes, my SG video, and I found a lady who is making me a skull and crossbones sock monkey! YAY!!!!!!!

Anxious...very anxious.. things will be changing soon for me. I am happy and excited and nervous! We could be moving ( about 95% sure we are)within the next 3 months and I am not sure exactly where, could be 6 different places. Crazy!

I am over the flu but ended up with a ruptured eardrum. It sucks! I still can't hear out of my left ear so I am hoping there is no permanant damage.

I am still addicted to ebay! Found some cool shit lately and actually won some of it YAY GO ME!!!

I have decided to let things happen as they will with the problems that have been going on. It makes it easier that way.