Nothing's all that new, nothing ever really is. Just making decisions and trying to get things done.

Randomly cut off a lot of hair, just to make it easier on myself. And then nothing.

Not to say things are bad, just mute. I finish the day, go to bed, and the next morning it's as if nothing happened. I notice my to do list might be a bit shorter, but it's still there, and there's nothing exciting on it. I try to live day by day, but I keep thinking of those days to come soon enough, but then I wonder, what if I don't make it? If I don't make it though, I might realize how bored I was, and realize I have an eternity of boredom in from of me. So I hope I make it I guess.

I got paid today, so that means another month of surviving, but will I do anything? I am sure I will, right? Maybe the next time won't be so forgettable.