I haven't been active on this site in a year. I wish I had great things to write about but no, I have nothing. I will try to make an effort and check in more often.

I haven't been active on this site in years. I wonder if the few people who knew e here even remember me.

Ok So after waiting fro three weeks i got my car back. I can now start sending my resume again to as many jobs as possible until I get interviews, go to said interviews, proceed with interviews, and get jobs.

On an other note my body is itchy. I should shower soon. My place is a zoo. I need to write. Well I guess I have been neglecting myself.

So I've been seeing a new girl. Things are good.

That is life so far.

It is gray outside. I hate it. I know I should not care. I have lived in colder, wetter, darker places in my life. Yet when it is gray in LA I feel I am cheated. This is supposed to be sunny California. If I wanted a gray cloud I would've headed east to New York two years ago. Instead i headed west. So give me my sunshine...

That being said my curiosity for all things Scandinavian has increased a bit since I have discovered Sissy Wish. That being said if I lived in a Scandinavian Country I would have to deal with allot more gloom then I deal now. But I guess you are used to that. In a Scandinavian country you have things like national health coverage. a better wealth distribution and low unemployment. Gloomy days are the cost of living in there.

In LA you need the sun. How else can you put up with the back stabbing and high rent.

On an other note I need to lose weight. This means I need to start running every day, and I need to eat out only once a week as opposed to 7 days a week. So ar I've bee good about the eating at home part. But I still need to get off my butt and run.

Also i newed to pick up m apartment. The main room/bedroom is a zoo...

Well that is all... I am loose from drinking Southern Comfort and stimulated from my coffee. I will write a bit then sleep. Then shower and leave.

So I am looking for a new job. I like my current job but I ran into two problems:
- I am paid peanuts and I can't see any advancement in sight.
- I am fucking tired of the graveyard shift.

So here I am looking for a job that has all the benefits I have grown accustomed too (full medical,dental, vision, 401K) but with more pay and a day schedule. If the gig can be as close to where I live and be an "industry" gig it is a done deal.

I have started applying at various companies based on the help wanted ads on various job sites. My goal is to apply to ten jobs a day. So far I have applied to 8 but it was during the weekend. So tomorrow I will look up more job sites, email etc... I will also start a short list of dream jobs/employers and start contacting them. Who knows what I will find.

On a different note I am need to clean my pad. It is gross, messy, and chaotic. If I get a new job I might hire a maid to clean it once a week. The place is tiny so it should take an hour or two at most.

Also a new job might put me in a better place dating wise. I feel I need to get out of the permanent adolescent curse I am stuck in. Then again the thought of leaving my inner child scares me.

So last night i dreamed of starting my own Monster Squad, just like in the movie. My friend Elodie was trying to convince me the idea was ridiculous. My dad was supportive. I don't know how it ends I just woke up and it was weird. <br><br>Well maybe I should contact Fred Dekker the director of Monster Squad. I wanted to do so but I chickened out. I found a Fred Dekker in the phone book. <br><br>On an other note I need to make sure I am on the guest list somewhere Sunday night. I want to go clubbing since I don't have to work. That is what I hate the most about working the graveyard shift, you can never party anymore. At least with a 9 to 5 job you can go out. crawl back in bad at 4 and show up to work with 4 to 3 hours of sleep. On the grave shift you have to do that just to go to Best Buy to get a TV. The main party hours are taken by your menial job.<br><br>Well I went to job interview for the same position somewhere else. I would be paid a couple of dollars more but I would be hired on a freelance basis and i would loose all my benefits. In other words I would actually lose money. <br><br>I need to look for a better job, or better yet figure out a way to make a living going cross country in a van and investigating the supernatural.<br> movie

I wanted to write something intelligent about life, love sex but I can't figure anything out.

Well I need to go on a date once the evil hallmark holiday is over.

Also I think I want a tattoo. Maybe some Chinese characters that mean chicken combo number 7.

Ok so i stumbled on this video on yahoo about this man doing a cross country trip with his horses and dogs in a barn on wheels. It is one of those kitchen soup for the soul moments. My inner skeptic wonders if he is for real but then I realize that if only 1% of his story is true it is enough for me. I guess I have been disillusioned too many times.<br><br>Still Lee is not disillusioned. He lives a simple life. He has shed the burdens of modern society but has also taken up new burdens. I don't know if I could live life like that but still I often dream about being closer to nature, and away from the isms of the world.<br><br>Reading about lee makes me wonder if I am going about the wrong way to doing this film career thing. I often wonder if heir is a better simpler way.<br><br>Check out Lee and sign his guess book: http://www.leehorselogger.com/