MY BABIES!
I've been a bad panda and have abandoned you again.
I've got a couple of blog posts that start like this...But note: I always come back!
Here's what I've been up to
-gone black blonde! EEEP!
-booked a big tribute tattoo for my other Grandpaps. 26th September I'm having three BIG roses and a banner with the date of his passing (14.02.07)
-GOT A NEW JOB <3<3 Nursing in theatres. yayayaya. More hands on life saving!
-started smoking again
-had a car accident my car lives. But she is battered. I am unharmed. Looks quite cool though, my cars covered in Zombie Response Team stickers so it does genuinely look like I have been attacked by zombies. or bad driving. or both.
-planned my nekkid photo shoot in the woods!
-planned my NEXT tattoo before I've even attended my next sesh. The final scene in the Green Lantern movie where Tomar-Re discusses Hal he says "of all the Lanterns who have ever wore the ring, there was one whose light shined brightest. At first his humanity was thought to be a weakness, and yet it proved to be his greatest strength."
I've never been good at anything. I sucked full time at sport. I was good at hockey but I got banned when I broke some hoe's foot. I suck at singing. I can't hold a tune in a bucket with two hands. I was once nationally ranked as a ballroom dancer. I've lost my grace over the years sadly. I can cook desserts...but I suck at mains. I'm a qualified barber but my heart isn't in it. I wanted to be a hairdresser but the courses run locally are full of the kind of girls I'd like to beat up. The one thing that sets me apart from every other sucker that's ballpoint shit at everything like me is my humanity. I would always always put other people ahead of me. Even those who don't deserve it. I'm a worrier. I'm scared of most things. Cling film, spiders, the dark, being on my own and I'm pretty sure if you left me for long enough I'd have self diagnosed at least 13 different terminal illnesses. The thing I'm most scared of is not being able to help someone. I take alot of looking after myself. I need constant reassurance of most things. The tribute tattoo for my Grandpaps that passed away on Valentines '07 will be the most significant to date. He was the light of my life and got really quite poorly. I looked after him the best I could for my age. Yes he was in a nursing home, but they treated his physical symptoms and not his emotional ones. If I can be the kind of nurse that treats the person as a whole, gives them clean dressings, makes them a cup of tea and holds their hand when they're scared EVERY SINGLE TIME I do that will be for my Grandpaps. The Green Lantern quote means to me that okay yes I'm pretty rubbish at most things, and being sensitive has hindered me in the past- I am at a point in my life where it has become me. I have found my place in the world and it's the kind of hope I needed.
All of my tattoos have meaning and all of them show a different stage of my life. A different thing I have overcome. I hope you enjoy looking at them as much as I love having them :X
stay safe and be lucky!!
What have you all been doing?! Tell me tell me
I've been a bad panda and have abandoned you again.
I've got a couple of blog posts that start like this...But note: I always come back!
Here's what I've been up to
-gone black blonde! EEEP!
-booked a big tribute tattoo for my other Grandpaps. 26th September I'm having three BIG roses and a banner with the date of his passing (14.02.07)
-GOT A NEW JOB <3<3 Nursing in theatres. yayayaya. More hands on life saving!
-started smoking again
-had a car accident my car lives. But she is battered. I am unharmed. Looks quite cool though, my cars covered in Zombie Response Team stickers so it does genuinely look like I have been attacked by zombies. or bad driving. or both.
-planned my nekkid photo shoot in the woods!
-planned my NEXT tattoo before I've even attended my next sesh. The final scene in the Green Lantern movie where Tomar-Re discusses Hal he says "of all the Lanterns who have ever wore the ring, there was one whose light shined brightest. At first his humanity was thought to be a weakness, and yet it proved to be his greatest strength."
I've never been good at anything. I sucked full time at sport. I was good at hockey but I got banned when I broke some hoe's foot. I suck at singing. I can't hold a tune in a bucket with two hands. I was once nationally ranked as a ballroom dancer. I've lost my grace over the years sadly. I can cook desserts...but I suck at mains. I'm a qualified barber but my heart isn't in it. I wanted to be a hairdresser but the courses run locally are full of the kind of girls I'd like to beat up. The one thing that sets me apart from every other sucker that's ballpoint shit at everything like me is my humanity. I would always always put other people ahead of me. Even those who don't deserve it. I'm a worrier. I'm scared of most things. Cling film, spiders, the dark, being on my own and I'm pretty sure if you left me for long enough I'd have self diagnosed at least 13 different terminal illnesses. The thing I'm most scared of is not being able to help someone. I take alot of looking after myself. I need constant reassurance of most things. The tribute tattoo for my Grandpaps that passed away on Valentines '07 will be the most significant to date. He was the light of my life and got really quite poorly. I looked after him the best I could for my age. Yes he was in a nursing home, but they treated his physical symptoms and not his emotional ones. If I can be the kind of nurse that treats the person as a whole, gives them clean dressings, makes them a cup of tea and holds their hand when they're scared EVERY SINGLE TIME I do that will be for my Grandpaps. The Green Lantern quote means to me that okay yes I'm pretty rubbish at most things, and being sensitive has hindered me in the past- I am at a point in my life where it has become me. I have found my place in the world and it's the kind of hope I needed.
All of my tattoos have meaning and all of them show a different stage of my life. A different thing I have overcome. I hope you enjoy looking at them as much as I love having them :X
stay safe and be lucky!!
What have you all been doing?! Tell me tell me
paradoxical:
that's sooo nice to get some news from you! you look great !! i'm quite exciting to see this tattoo