Member: Dharmanavy

Dharmanavy is a 43 year-old in San Diego, CA.

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APRIL 8, 2006 @ 08:32 PM


~Hanging~



When you’re cleaning out your closet you never know what you’ll find…

1) That annoying habit of filling in the blanks myself when I just don’t know something. Talk about feeding insecurities…
2) The ideological belief that I’m not worthy of love. I can’t believe this old thing is still hanging around. I thought I lost that at sea.
3) A coat of many colors I wore to hide my self- loathing. I DEFENINTLY don’t need that anymore.
4) Here’s that emotion that made me believe I was a victim not a survivor. That kept me safe and comfortable for years…There are days when I still pull it out for old times sake. Guess it’s time to let it go…
5) A soap box marked with the words" My opinion (I'm ALWAYS right!)"...Jeez, I guess I was a real a-hole.

How deep is this closet, where does it end?
Are all of my hidden fears waiting to appear?
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