I know no ones going to read this or care but how could I have been so dumb and blind to see it, how could I ever thought this was going to work
I recently came to the realization that I'm gay. I had been dating this one girl since Oct 2002 and asked her to marry me about 9 years ago, but I really can't lie to her, you all, or myself anymore. Today I realized that I really want to suck dick. I want to feel some man's big ass cock in my mouth. I don't care what anyone thinks about this. I hope you are all ok with it. Let me know what you think...
nice guys finish last, then i must be in last place most of the time with woman cause either i cant get my shit together or some how the universe is against the both of us. but i dont understand, if im nice i fall into that friend zone , which is not bad but that kinda kills the idea for a relationship, i just dont understand, if im nice its the line of i dont wanna ruin the friendship, if i act like an ass then its i dont wanna have anything to do with you. i just dont get it



