i would give you all the hug you'd ever need were i there, love.
sorry i couldn't make you laugh.
have fun on your vacation.
here, take this psychic soul hug...
::::*HUG*::::
you are my star.

I have some similar issues with my father. Funny how he can never tell me how he is feeling. Sometimes I think he is void of emotion all together! Talk about not talking to someone and living so close, how about across the alley from one another? It is so hard for me to deal with it, and I cry too, but sometimes you have to just aceept the things that you can not control. So if you ever need to talk about it...I can totally relate and I would be more than happy to listen...

As for making you laugh...I had a joke, but i think i would fuck up the punch line...so no go on that one...just think of the simpsons...that always makes me smile!

~muah

Don't apologize. That's what journals are for, right?
I'd give you a head massage, but due to my height (or lack thereof), it would proabably be more like a bosom massage, which would certainly make me feel better, but I doubt it would do anything for you.

You Take care and have a great Trip, Sometimes Parents are hard, My Mom gives me some of the Same feelings you have right now. It helps to Purge and get it of your chest(Insert joke at the word Chest). I know i feel better talking about it. If ya ever need to talk you know were im at during the days!

PS: I listen to The Psychedelic Furs when im down also!

are you leaving today? have a safe safe trip if you are.

i relate girl - luckily, though, my dad has turned himself around 180 degrees and our relationship is better. if he continued w/ the shit he was doing i'd probably be feeling the exact same. life can be so silly sometimes w/ people's insistence in making things hard. i mean, i have issues, but i did what i had to do & am doing still what i need to do to make myself a healthy stable person. and it's hard, but not impossible, so why the can't everyone else? hmpf.

anyways, you will have a loverly nice time and feel 200% refreshed when you come back. i likely will be the one rambling because the tension is building here, yahoo. my dad kicked the baptists out of the house last night, who were here to see my gramma. tee hee.

and when you get back there's the show and meeting me and jason and we are so cool and you can call me sweet tits the whole time!

oh, and have the ex-boyfriends left you alone by now? i need them to leave me alone!

hope you feel better soon sweety