heres some, more on way ther nothing special, wasnt feeling photogenic yest

its been TOO long!!! new pics up within next few days i SWear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyone ever played on a giant inflatable water slide rental?? well lil did i know , it unzips and long as you jump in before the air vacates and close it back up , tis a whollllleeeeee other world in there! i didnt do anything bad in ther i swear! **crosses fingers** hehe

OKK!!! TN was best vacation of my life!!!! and my pal i went with drove 7 hours to go to bike week but is staying night here... trust me i have MUCH to tell so you all shall get an ear full/eye full!!!............im so happy in these moments....feeling alive, strong, somewhat appreciated as a person... lot of things i dont usually feel and i dont want them to go away , if i could feel this way for ever i know i could die happy!

sorry ive been outta touch, psycho roomie stole my meds (in middle of telling her to bitch swerve!!! and i almost cut finger off so im all stiched up hehehe

going to one of my dearest and oldest friends tonight for his bday , just him my best friend and i, sucks stephanies gone or shed be there and i could get girl on girl time (and im not talking bout no chitchat and fingernail painting lol then going to fams for easter hungover sun morning lol , hope every one has awesome easter !! luv youse guys!!!!!!

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! man oh man oh man!!! may 3rd im going to TN , to visit a dear friend, a very beautiful friend..**cough cough** debauchery afoot!!!

twas very short notice, the the very 1rst and only girl ive ever loved like**in love loved* more than anything in this world made a decision , and i stand by her in it, but the *saying goodbye* part killed me. Id like to think we"ll see each other again one day , me and 7 of her bestfriends stood in a circle talking knowing we probably wont, in order for her to expand her beautiful mind and start over she has to move thousands of miles away, and detox her self of everything, i wish her all the best, and a large chunk of my heart is on that plane with her right now.... she was the only female i have ever related to on such a level, i love her so very much!

im very excited! i have to lose this effing 16lbs ive been struggling with!!! the stupid hormone imbalance is fucking me up!!! but in MAY im going to Tennessee.... hope no one tells me *to behave* because *dont lead me to temptation I CAN FIND IT MYSELF!!! **evil laughter abroad!!!**

WHOA! i got SOOOOOOOOO wasted last night, ate pancakes and rolled back on base round 530am slept bout an hour or 2 lol... i can now say last night was 1rst night shooting tequila and i didnt hit anyone yay me! lol