Today was my last day of work. It was boring until a woman (who was actually a man) called and started asking me about polka dot bras. I didn't really think anything of it, and at first I had her (him) on hold for about 5 minutes so she (he) hung up again and when I picked up she (he) asked for me by name. My manager told me to hang up because this mystery bra shopping caller has actually been calling the store at least 3 times a week and jacking off on the phone while whichever one of my poor coworkers describer plus sized ladies undergarments.
After I got off I went to the barn, which was extremely muddy and deserted. I didn't ride, but I spent some quality time with my horse. It just served to make me even more sad about leaving her behind.
But I don't want to be sad, so I try not to think about it.
Last night one of my ex boyfriends called me out of the blue.
It was frustrating and upsetting, because the whole time he was telling me to break up with my boyfriend and to be with him. And then he proceeded to tell me all the reasons he liked me and that he's crazy about me and all sorts of other things that would be flattering in another situation. I find it ironic, because when we were actually together I was the one crazy for him , and he lost interest. Hearing his voice again made me think of how I used to feel about him, one of those ghost feelings that isn't really there at all. But I've moved on, and everyday being with Nick makes me glad I left the forementioned ex boyfriend in the dust.
Have a good night, everyone!
After I got off I went to the barn, which was extremely muddy and deserted. I didn't ride, but I spent some quality time with my horse. It just served to make me even more sad about leaving her behind.
But I don't want to be sad, so I try not to think about it.
Last night one of my ex boyfriends called me out of the blue.
It was frustrating and upsetting, because the whole time he was telling me to break up with my boyfriend and to be with him. And then he proceeded to tell me all the reasons he liked me and that he's crazy about me and all sorts of other things that would be flattering in another situation. I find it ironic, because when we were actually together I was the one crazy for him , and he lost interest. Hearing his voice again made me think of how I used to feel about him, one of those ghost feelings that isn't really there at all. But I've moved on, and everyday being with Nick makes me glad I left the forementioned ex boyfriend in the dust.
Have a good night, everyone!
I just got home from spending the day with my best friend. It will be the last time I see her until I come back for Thanksgiving. We were looking at pictures of us we had taken last August and I was surprised at how much weight I've gained since then. . .not that that's a bad thing! 
In a way, I'm glad to be leaving. I can leave behind all the negative energy of living at home and of having been in the same place all my life.
I get to continue my education with things I actually want to learn, and hopefully find a job in Dallas that reflects my Psychology and Art majors. I'll also get to make new friends and be on my own.
But I'm also scared to leave behind everything I know. My boyfriend, my horse, and especially my family. It is one thing to say you want to be on your own and be without your family, but once you get to the point when it's actually going to happen, it's a scary place.
I'm confident that once I settle into classes and life in Dallas I won't have any problems, but as for now, all I can do is worry that it won't be what I've been planning for so long.
Anyway, my cmaera is still out of use and i have no idea how to fix it. Anyone know how to fix a sand damaged camera?!
Nick is letting me borrow his camera until mine is fixed, but I don't like it and I'm not used to it like mine.
And for those of you who are wondering! I'll have a hopeful set posted by Thanksgiving. It'll be great once it finally gets here!
In a way, I'm glad to be leaving. I can leave behind all the negative energy of living at home and of having been in the same place all my life.
I get to continue my education with things I actually want to learn, and hopefully find a job in Dallas that reflects my Psychology and Art majors. I'll also get to make new friends and be on my own.
But I'm also scared to leave behind everything I know. My boyfriend, my horse, and especially my family. It is one thing to say you want to be on your own and be without your family, but once you get to the point when it's actually going to happen, it's a scary place.
I'm confident that once I settle into classes and life in Dallas I won't have any problems, but as for now, all I can do is worry that it won't be what I've been planning for so long.
Anyway, my cmaera is still out of use and i have no idea how to fix it. Anyone know how to fix a sand damaged camera?!
Nick is letting me borrow his camera until mine is fixed, but I don't like it and I'm not used to it like mine.
And for those of you who are wondering! I'll have a hopeful set posted by Thanksgiving. It'll be great once it finally gets here!
Well. I've been super busy the past week and haven't had time to update.
My trip to the beach was fun.
I had a great time and great sex
I also took some pictures on the beach, but my camera sadly fell in the sand and is out of use right now.
I leave for Dallas in a week.
I'm scared and excited to be on my own. I just have to buy a few more things and I'll be set.
Hopefully it works out for the best
My trip to the beach was fun.
I had a great time and great sex
I also took some pictures on the beach, but my camera sadly fell in the sand and is out of use right now.
I leave for Dallas in a week.
I'm scared and excited to be on my own. I just have to buy a few more things and I'll be set.
Hopefully it works out for the best
It's been such a long week already, and it's only Wednesday!
Work has gotten considerably more boring and I'm sure it's partly due to me being ready to a) see Nick and b) leave for Dallas already.
Not to mention someone asks me at least once a day when I'm leaving.
Not soon enough, I can tell you that.
But on the bright side, Nick will be here tomorrow night and he's going to take me to get one of my dragonflies done. . .it's about damn time! Then on Sunday he's taking me back to the beach with him so I can chill by the waves for a few days.
I do need to sleep in and get a tan . . .
Oh, and to those of you wondering when I'll post a set. . .don't hold your breath, it could be awhile! I've been super busy and that won't change for a few weeks. . .maybe by September I'll have one up
Work has gotten considerably more boring and I'm sure it's partly due to me being ready to a) see Nick and b) leave for Dallas already.
Not to mention someone asks me at least once a day when I'm leaving.
Not soon enough, I can tell you that.
But on the bright side, Nick will be here tomorrow night and he's going to take me to get one of my dragonflies done. . .it's about damn time! Then on Sunday he's taking me back to the beach with him so I can chill by the waves for a few days.
I do need to sleep in and get a tan . . .
Oh, and to those of you wondering when I'll post a set. . .don't hold your breath, it could be awhile! I've been super busy and that won't change for a few weeks. . .maybe by September I'll have one up
Just got home from work a little while ago, and I decided I would take pictures 
I have to be in a certain mood for these, so it's your lucky day if you're looking at this!
Looks like tonight will be another boring night of watching movies,since everyone I know is either a) out of town or b) working.
Anyway, enough of my sad story! Hope you enjoy the photos
I have to be in a certain mood for these, so it's your lucky day if you're looking at this!
Looks like tonight will be another boring night of watching movies,since everyone I know is either a) out of town or b) working.
Anyway, enough of my sad story! Hope you enjoy the photos
I love Fridays!
Here's a little something for you to enjoy
Have a great weekend everybody !
Here's a little something for you to enjoy
Have a great weekend everybody !
So, work yesterday was incredibly boring, and as always I was in a bad mood afterwards.
The only good side is that I'm working 20 hours next week instead of just 13, so I can save more money than I planned for my move to Dallas.
I went to dinner with my mom, which was nice, except she's been really stressed out at work and with my uncle's stroke so she literally started crying at the table while we were talking.
I never know what to do when she starts crying, so I just told her to quit work since in about a month she won't have to be supporting me any longer, and that now that my uncle is in rehab doing his physical therapy, things would get better alot faster than when he was just in the hospital with no progress at all.
After that lovely dining experience I went to see Step Brothers with Dani. I thought it would be dumb, but it was funny, and I had a good laugh. We were going to go to the hookah bar, but that will have to wait until she comes back into town
Only one more week until Nick comes home, too!
The only good side is that I'm working 20 hours next week instead of just 13, so I can save more money than I planned for my move to Dallas.
I went to dinner with my mom, which was nice, except she's been really stressed out at work and with my uncle's stroke so she literally started crying at the table while we were talking.
I never know what to do when she starts crying, so I just told her to quit work since in about a month she won't have to be supporting me any longer, and that now that my uncle is in rehab doing his physical therapy, things would get better alot faster than when he was just in the hospital with no progress at all.
After that lovely dining experience I went to see Step Brothers with Dani. I thought it would be dumb, but it was funny, and I had a good laugh. We were going to go to the hookah bar, but that will have to wait until she comes back into town
Only one more week until Nick comes home, too!
Happy Hump Day everyone!
As for me. . .I'm back to work today
My hours are really wonky this week-only three days and 13 hours . . .
Sometimes I wish I wouldn't have given up my whole setup at the barn, even though the work was hard, I got to be around the horses [and I was at my all time skinniest.]
Anyway, my friend Dani is back in town this week and we're going to hit the streets after I get off. I've been waiting for her to come back so that she'll go with me to get another tattoo. But if that doesn't work out I'll settle for dinner and a movie
Oh, and it turns out I did make a cake for my mom. . .she said she loved it, which would explain why neither of us have touched it so far ?
I can't hold out much longer though, that cake will be torn apart by the end of the day.
As for me. . .I'm back to work today
My hours are really wonky this week-only three days and 13 hours . . .
Sometimes I wish I wouldn't have given up my whole setup at the barn, even though the work was hard, I got to be around the horses [and I was at my all time skinniest.]
Anyway, my friend Dani is back in town this week and we're going to hit the streets after I get off. I've been waiting for her to come back so that she'll go with me to get another tattoo. But if that doesn't work out I'll settle for dinner and a movie
Oh, and it turns out I did make a cake for my mom. . .she said she loved it, which would explain why neither of us have touched it so far ?
I can't hold out much longer though, that cake will be torn apart by the end of the day.
