so ill be spending the weekend with an Upper Respiratory Infection. so far to seems to be great company. *coughs up a lung* my chest and throat feel like they want to squeeze every breath out of me. my ears feel like they want to explode especially the left cause supposedly it has fluid in it. fucking lovely. i guess its better than the flu thats going around also. i battled through work this week. wednesday is when it really hit. and not too mention i was way beyond over worked that night. i came home with a fever. no sleep that night. luckily got an appointment the next day in the afternoon and as much as i complain/despise about my job i still fucking went. im a fucking fool! i dont know how i was able to do my job, i felt completely out of it and coudnt stop coughing. thankly my coworker that has seniority over me let me leave first. no sleep again. so today i said fuck it, im not putting my body through hell for them and i get worse, so i took a sick day. only good thing of going in last night was i got my check. did my bank shit and picked up my medicine and had to put another in so ill pick that up tomorrow. i am exhausted. but for some reason im awake too. i want to watch a nice horror movie but ill probably pass out during it. though it sounds quite nice heh. i started antibiotics today, hopefully it kicks in quick. blaaahhh

home life.. well lets say for the past week or so has been anything but normal. but truthfully i dont know what normal is. just things going on that eat at my brain. it hasnt been a good week.

today for some reason i was into tryin to find doom/goth, dark symphonies/classical music. with clean vocals. would settle for instrumental also. didnt quite find what i wanted. anyone out there have any ideas??

on some kind of high note.. im new to the iPhone 5 and i still cant forget half the shit out haha! tryin to upload photos took me forever the other day. now i gotta figure out the WiFi thing cause it keeps giving me some alert about it.. i dont know ha.

well i hope all is well on your end, stay healthy!! have a couple beers for me!