hello! happy Friday everyone! hope all is well. its been an ok week besides work but ive been productive, which is good. gyming, singing, havent drawn this week cause i need to goto the art supply store for some tools and then i plan on goin on a drawing spree. trying to get myself to feel comfortable with my vocals to put myself on Craigslist, i need some like minded people to jam with. i went to Dobbs open mic the other night again. its a cool time. variety of genres, tho metal seems to be too much for them but i respect all musicianship even if it some poppy acoustic shit which is was that night. i found it funny. it was like boy band acoustic night, and all the drunk girls falling for them ha. it was a weird open mic tho, kinda boring and nothing really that was special. my friends set was alright, and actually there was a couple girl singers acoustic player were good. so of course i finally got a bar seat and there i stayed haha. bar tender knew my sister so i was talkin to him, gave me 2 free rounds, that was cool of him. i bought him a shot before i left. so its finally friday, one more night of working, ugh.. friend of mines mom is having a shindig tonight, not quite sure were ill end up, and i neeeed to get to the art store tomorrow or ill never get anything done, and yes im a big procrastinator. sunday my one friend is having a pool party, last hoorah for the summer, should be fun. i need some confidence, ive been goin to the open mics, im just too damn shy to talk to girls unless they converse first. been tryin to keep postive, tell myself whats there to lose, nothin. dont worry about anything. sorta working but cant be all peaches and cream ha. oh well... i seemed to have slacked today, didnt get anything done. the bank held me up alot cause of the old peoples first of the months checks. so work is haunting over... argghh....