not sure how i feel about anything anymore.
i making excuses and bending my own rules.
i'm just sick of listening to these voices in my head.
conditioned by everyone else.
i want to be able to make decisions on my own.
without all the imput.


so if i listen really hard.. i can hear what i want.
but everyone else says its wrong.

but we are just animals right? with big brains? so.. i mean.. does it really matter?

confused.

not sure how i feel about anything anymore.
i making excuses and bending my own rules.
i'm just sick of listening to these voices in my head.
conditioned by everyone else.
i want to be able to make decisions on my own.
without all the imput.


so if i listen really hard.. i can hear what i want.
but everyone else says its wrong.

but we are just animals right? with big brains? so.. i mean.. does it really matter?

confused.