So - I've been up to my neck in class work n shit for the past couple of weeks, and things aren't getting any better as I make the push to the end of the semester. So In case anyone hadn't gathered by my last blog post, thats why I really haven't been around or about too much lately.
Thankfully after this semester I only have the summer and fall till I graduate. Which is good, but also something I'm kind of dreading - I've been kind of hiding myself away in school for the past how ever many damn years since high school, not really sure what the fuck to do with my life. So here I am now, damn near ready graduate, and still without much of a clue about what to do when I do.
I mean, yeah, I have a general idea. Try to get a job, etc. But other than that ... I really don't know what the fuck I'm doing. I've spent my life just sort of drifting forward without any real rhyme or reason, I started up in college because it was what there was to do next, you know? I mean it took me like damn near 3 years just to pick a fucking major to settle on. Ugh ... I dunno.
I just feel like ... I don't know ... like I need something ... like somethings missing, and I don't know what.
Oy. Nothing like a good existential crisis to keep one up at night.
Thankfully after this semester I only have the summer and fall till I graduate. Which is good, but also something I'm kind of dreading - I've been kind of hiding myself away in school for the past how ever many damn years since high school, not really sure what the fuck to do with my life. So here I am now, damn near ready graduate, and still without much of a clue about what to do when I do.
I mean, yeah, I have a general idea. Try to get a job, etc. But other than that ... I really don't know what the fuck I'm doing. I've spent my life just sort of drifting forward without any real rhyme or reason, I started up in college because it was what there was to do next, you know? I mean it took me like damn near 3 years just to pick a fucking major to settle on. Ugh ... I dunno.
I just feel like ... I don't know ... like I need something ... like somethings missing, and I don't know what.
Oy. Nothing like a good existential crisis to keep one up at night.