Ahhh ... good 'ol insomnia. Not necessarily the 'I don't ever sleep' brand, but the 'I can't get to sleep before its fucking daylight out' kind. I'm getting sick of not being able to get myself out of bed before late afternoon, all I can say is thank god this week this spring break or I'd be really fucking screwed on my sleep schedule.
So yeah, spring break, I'd like to say I enjoy my breaks for classes, but really I don't. Being a professional slacker of sorts, I find not having any real obligations to put off doing, or real reason to procrastinate throws me off balance. I can figure out all sorts of better things to do than study when I actually have work to do, but when I don't I get all dull and listless, and can't seem to find anything worthwhile to do with my time. I think its this reason more than any that I always find myself taking summer classes. I'd never survive summer otherwise.
Which brings me back to insomnia which makes things even worse. I want to get to sleep, but I can't, only I really don't have anything better to do than try to get to sleep, which is incredibly painful to try to do, when there's really no hope of doing so (hours of laying in bed staring at the ceiling thinking 'goddamnit why am I not sleeping now?' is not a fun thing to do at all). So instead of that, I decided to bitch about not being able to get to sleep.
So yeah, spring break, I'd like to say I enjoy my breaks for classes, but really I don't. Being a professional slacker of sorts, I find not having any real obligations to put off doing, or real reason to procrastinate throws me off balance. I can figure out all sorts of better things to do than study when I actually have work to do, but when I don't I get all dull and listless, and can't seem to find anything worthwhile to do with my time. I think its this reason more than any that I always find myself taking summer classes. I'd never survive summer otherwise.
Which brings me back to insomnia which makes things even worse. I want to get to sleep, but I can't, only I really don't have anything better to do than try to get to sleep, which is incredibly painful to try to do, when there's really no hope of doing so (hours of laying in bed staring at the ceiling thinking 'goddamnit why am I not sleeping now?' is not a fun thing to do at all). So instead of that, I decided to bitch about not being able to get to sleep.
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fractured:
I just noticed your new avatar from Dating Sucks. Rock!
nina_kova:
okay - i think i remember how to do this. upload pic into your attachments, click on the pic so it comes up like a gallery and then right click and copy location. then when you do the URL thingie - right-click and paste. Pretty sure that's how it works....