After what happened in January with my mom, when she got sick, and then miraculously better despite the odds, I decided this year that I was going to really work on being positive, and try to stop getting depressed so much.

For the most part I've been ok. But it's just hitting me really bad this month. I'm so stressed at work, and outside of work im just really really lonely.

I'm trying to get into shape also, but it's very slow going. I'm changing my diet habits, but not enough to really see any results.