Ok sense im single now it comes to my mind that omg im a sex addict is there some treatment for this. I can be fucked so hard and cum so many times the night before but if you say something sets my brain in that direction and omg I need some. But not with just any one I think thats my problem right there, Is there a cure fore this
Well I have a debate and im stuck home all weekend
I have a test monday and a paper due tuesday god dam. Plus im a lucky girl I get to debate is peace possible today. So yup up tell one this morning doing my research and my fucken do ate my Pho how I could go for some Pho right now mmmmmmmmmmmmm yummy.
Single and well having a great time. All accept my engin blowing up in my car makes my life way more fucked up.
So stressed out how do you loive with a bf that cheats on you? omg I sound so stupid I should stick my boot up his ass tell him to fuck off. But i Love him how dumb is that I swear a long time ago that would never happen what happen to the bitch in me that tell men to fuck off.
Oh shit midterms for the next two weeks ofun fun fun fun heheh. Not only that but papers and shit to write. Omg why em I so hungry every time I watch an atopsie video in class. My stomach sounded like a lion roaring tonight. I thought my friend was going to fall out of her chair laughing
Test tomorrow in psychology and what do I do but go to the bar watch my bfs dad play and have a few drinks hopefuly I will keep my A average.
I wish I could see the future. Why can't I stay mad why is my love so strong and so deep. Why wont it die it needs to die. WHY do the words she doesn't mean any thing shes no body shes boring and no she's not like us. Seem to make me feel better? Funny I always thought of my self as boring nerdy geeky girl. Who gives a shit what I look like or how my body is built. Or that I will have group sex with multiple people in one night and at the same time. The thing is I love to read watch moves talk about serial killers do research do my home work and watch zombie and horror movies. And I like to drink way to much if Im at the house or I don't have any responsabilitys and I know my friends have my back. Its so bad he is so like me it makes me sick. I will not ever admit it. Yes I use to lead people on never had any intension on doing any thing with them. I was just bored had to much time on my hands. But I can't even think of doing that any more sence i've hooked up with him. Makes me so mad 


