Member: crackedhead

crackedhead likes the perverted arts.

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OCTOBER 28, 2005 @ 03:12 AM


Argh...shit...well I still suck at updating and all that jazz. I guess I’ll try to update at least once a month. Let’s see if my slacker ass can at least keep that promise. Ah, who the fuck am I kidding, promises from me are like assurances from alcoholic stepfathers, complete shit.

I was going to change my profile pic a while ago but I got shown so much love for my current one I’ve decided to keep it. I got like two journal comments and one whole thread comment. Okay, well so that is more attention on the internets than I’m used to, fucking sue me.

I vaguely remember saying that nothing is going on in my sad little life in a few past entries. However for me this has become the case more and more. I was planning on taking a few classes this quarter but it turns out there was only like one class I needed to take. Sadly the time I wanted to take it was all full and shit. So basically I haven’t been doing much of anything. I admittedly have been fucking up quite a bit lately, which leads to...

So I got this call from my parents on Monday saying that they thought I was depressed and that I should talk to someone. I was fucking speechless. It is a common belief on many fronts that there is something wrong with me, this is nothing new. This particular outreach was however a complete mindfuck. As blown away by this as I was I thought their reasons were complete bullshit. Over the last four years since I moved out they have accused me of being involved in and with several unsavory things, all of which about they have been dead fucking wrong. They, like many people, simply don’t fucking get me. For this reason I choose to ignore their concerns. Ass.

This isn’t really a big deal, but I decided to update my favorite SG’s a bit. Some because they went bye bye, others because they don’t seem to have as much of a presence on the site. Not that I blame them, I just like my favorites to show their hot nakedness and their personalities in semi-frequent entries. Anyway, it kind of sucks having to choose only five, I could easily pick twenty. Man...even though I didn’t know her at all, I really miss Katie. I mean really, I wanted to have babies with her. Why? Just...why? frown

I’ve always loved Halloween and the season it was contained in for much, if not all, of my young life. I mean, what other time of year is death, the paranormal, and the greatness that is candy celebrated. Sadly, the last few years I haven’t really done much this time of year. I usually had class those nights and me being a nice little tool and those classes only meeting once a week I didn’t want to skip, so I obviously missed the badass Halloween festivities. Maybe someday the time of year that I identified with the most will come to hold more meaning in my life like it once did.

Blah fucking blah, I think there was other crap I was going to write about, but I don’t recall what it all was right now. Whatever. Maybe I’ll remember in a few days and post another of my super kickass entries. Yeah, I know, this was a really half-assed, but I wanted to at least put up something. Oh oh, maybe I’ll have something hot and consisting of much debauchery to post after Halloween. It’s probably safe to say I’m more hopeful of this than you. I’m so fucking lonely.

In closing, I love you my dear booze. You are the one thing that never lets me down or annoys me. May our young relationship always stay pure and exclusive from those that inevitably lead to month long stints in rehab.

P.S. I just noticed that Katie isn’t in the pulldown menu of the girls anymore. Rather than have her seemingly disappear I’m going to keep her in my favorites even though she isn’t active anymore. If that doesn’t convince her to have my babies I don’t know what will.
Comments
Allura

Allura

SUICIDEGIRL

Australia

DEC 23, 2005 11:33 PM

Thanks smile kiss

SexyBeast

SexyBeast

Covington, LA
July 2004

DEC 25, 2005 01:24 AM

So I just read a little bit of your journal entry and here's another comment about your profile pic... It rocks.

SexyBeast

SexyBeast

Covington, LA
July 2004

DEC 25, 2005 01:42 AM

People like me can't pay attention to one thing too long. If you have a long journal entry, chance are that it isn't all going to be read. People will run in fear of it's hugeness... I wish someone would say something like that about my penis... Anyway, if you change it, it's got to be something good and Freakazoid is hard to top.

Other than that, I know this is getting long but don't be intimidated, am I sticking my proverbial banana in your non-proverbial tailpipe? Is that kind of gay? Damn, I think my potatos burning...

SexyBeast

SexyBeast

Covington, LA
July 2004

DEC 25, 2005 02:20 AM

I know what you mean about the rambling thing, I do it all the time. There's nothing wrong with puttin unworthy stuff in a journal.

And change is good. I understand it doesn't really have to top Freakazoid, as long as it doesn't suck.

I'm going to tell the truth. I looked up "entendre" at dictionary.com and it was no help, but I expect what you said was supposed to be funny.

BTW, I've had a couple of glasses of wine and it's getting to me a little bit. Just incase I seem stupid.

SexyBeast

SexyBeast

Covington, LA
July 2004

DEC 25, 2005 02:57 AM

LoL, it took me a couple of minutes but I got it.

... That's all.

SexyBeast

SexyBeast

Covington, LA
July 2004

DEC 25, 2005 02:26 PM

It's pretty good that you can use obscure Simpsons references. It's rare that I remember a good line from any show or movie, until I hear it again.

The mention of "Goo Goo Gai Pan," makes me crave chinese food this morning.

I was fairly... um... I don't really want to use drunk, because it was just a slightly light drunkeness... Oh I got it, I was lightly drunk, by thes last comment.

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