So I finally exhausted by patience with the mechanic that is suppose to be fixing my truck. I called my insurance company today and It felt like a wiegh was taken off of my shoulders.
- Well 3 strikes and you're out. So I'm officailly righting off moving to bama. If someone with experience, veteran peference, and a union reveral, but who lives in another state is less desirable then someone with a union reveral, no experience who just happens to live close by, then that is your problem not mine. I was kinda upset, but now I'm just over it.
- My patience for excuses, stall tactics, illogical rethoric and just bullshit in general is gone and not just for the forseeable future. Normally I would be depressed, or raging mad....well i'm still upset, but I'm strangely calm and for the first time in a while focused.
_ I started p90x a coupe of days ago.
- I'm going shopping for the first time in about a year in a half
- I've written the outline of my first novel, and I'm starting on the prologue tommorrow.
- I started collecting materials for some up-coming mosaic projects.
- started looking for another job to go with my current one.
- I've actually decided to except the idea of settling in area
- I've decided to put myself out there and actually active date. Wasn't really open to the idea for awhile.
Its supposed to be funny but, its amazing true, and then I watched this......
Its pretty silly, and karen acts like she's on speed but, what caught my attention was the last 2 questions. After listening this I read all the comments for this video and I was amazed by the answers to those last 2 questions. I was amazed by how many poeple wanted a painless death vs. the amount of people who said that they would die for a loved one. And then I thought hmm....bullshit. Its easy to say you will did for someone but, how many people have every been in a life and death situation a made that choice? The number is a whole lot less then, the amout of people saying that they would. Then I ask myself how many of those people were talking about there animals?
- Well 3 strikes and you're out. So I'm officailly righting off moving to bama. If someone with experience, veteran peference, and a union reveral, but who lives in another state is less desirable then someone with a union reveral, no experience who just happens to live close by, then that is your problem not mine. I was kinda upset, but now I'm just over it.
- My patience for excuses, stall tactics, illogical rethoric and just bullshit in general is gone and not just for the forseeable future. Normally I would be depressed, or raging mad....well i'm still upset, but I'm strangely calm and for the first time in a while focused.
_ I started p90x a coupe of days ago.
- I'm going shopping for the first time in about a year in a half
- I've written the outline of my first novel, and I'm starting on the prologue tommorrow.
- I started collecting materials for some up-coming mosaic projects.
- started looking for another job to go with my current one.
- I've actually decided to except the idea of settling in area
- I've decided to put myself out there and actually active date. Wasn't really open to the idea for awhile.
Its supposed to be funny but, its amazing true, and then I watched this......
Its pretty silly, and karen acts like she's on speed but, what caught my attention was the last 2 questions. After listening this I read all the comments for this video and I was amazed by the answers to those last 2 questions. I was amazed by how many poeple wanted a painless death vs. the amount of people who said that they would die for a loved one. And then I thought hmm....bullshit. Its easy to say you will did for someone but, how many people have every been in a life and death situation a made that choice? The number is a whole lot less then, the amout of people saying that they would. Then I ask myself how many of those people were talking about there animals?
So in the spirit of Halloween I've been bingeging on all thing horror related. One of my friends recommended that I listen to this podcast, and I was like "ummm I don't know" but, after he talked me into it I'm glad that I decided to check it out because it pretty epic.
We are Alive - A story of survival (Zombie podcast.)
The characters were pretty engaging. You are able to relate to them and you either like them or you hate them. The voice actors and the writing is well done. O.K. I'm done gushing now.
2. The insurance agency finally send my check so I can get my truck repaired and not a day too soon. I'm expecting to hear back from the company I applied for pretty soon. So I'll need big blue for the trip to Alabama.
3. Here's what I'm into right now :
And Of course this
My new hobby......
4. And here's the music that I'm listening to now.
You may get this,...you may not...
We are Alive - A story of survival (Zombie podcast.)
The characters were pretty engaging. You are able to relate to them and you either like them or you hate them. The voice actors and the writing is well done. O.K. I'm done gushing now.
2. The insurance agency finally send my check so I can get my truck repaired and not a day too soon. I'm expecting to hear back from the company I applied for pretty soon. So I'll need big blue for the trip to Alabama.
3. Here's what I'm into right now :
And Of course this
My new hobby......
4. And here's the music that I'm listening to now.
You may get this,...you may not...
I"m glad that she's coming back to MMA. For those of you who don't know who she is then take a look.
"Once More with Conviction."
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And this is why I don't have any respect for Fox News:
This is also one of the biggest reasons that I don't usually have politicial dicussions with people. They're are way too many people operating on he said, she said instead of the facts.
Fact: We do not have the #1 Education system in the world. We rank close to the bottom of non-third world countries.
Fact: We do not have the #1 health care system in the world.
We have less doctors per capita then most non- third world countries.
The price of health risen on average 4% a year the last 12 years.
We have one of the largest percentages on uninsured people out of the non-third world nations.
(All of this was talked about during the health care debates and covered by NBC, CBS, and CNN and actually numbers were posted.)
Fact: The power of the dollar has depriecated over the last 20 years. It is no longer the most desired currency in the world.(That honor belongs to the Euro.)
Fact: As a country we import a signifigantly larger number of goods then we export.(When was the last time you've seen anything that was made in america ?)
Quite Frankly I'm tired of this game of partisan chicken. I'm tired of people fighting over who's in charge of the ship instead of fixing the hole in the boat, and I'm tired of people who already have an answer before the question is asked.
I wish people would wake the fuck up this isn't the 60"s, the 70's or the 80's. We aren't the best at anything anymore. The world has moved on a we seemed to be suck in our glory days. How many underhanded deals do you think you can make? How much money do you think you can waste before the whole house comes crashing down around you. Get your shit together.
They say that if you can't say something good then, to say nothing at all, Well the last 30 days have not been good, Dead in the Family, and bambi did about $4300 of damage to by truck, well good thing the insurance company is paying most of it, but I wish they were paying a little bit more. *sigh* well having a higher deductible seemed like a good idea at the time..
I've been told that I'm way to picky when it comes to relationships lately, I don't see it myself but, maybe that's the point, then again that person that told be that was the person that I didn't want a serious relationship with... Maybe she was bitter or maybe there was some truth to it, I've been on someMarvin's Room shit lately. Fuck it I'm just going to swear of sex for awhile. Its simplier.
My favorite band Evanescence is coming out with another album !?? Well I'm not so sure I can even call it that anymore. Is it still the same band if all the original members are gone except for one. Don't get me wrong I love Amy lee's voice, and I think that she is an amazing singer/songwriter, but I'm starting to wonder. Ben Moody Co-founder of the band left in the middle of the Europeon tour without a reason, then The drummer and lead guitarist leave after the second album without a reason....curiouser and curiouser.... And then there is the fact that the New single for the album is underwhelming compared to lead off singles from past albums.
Fallen
Open Door
New album
P.S. On second thought it might just be better to masterbate until the world ends.
I've been told that I'm way to picky when it comes to relationships lately, I don't see it myself but, maybe that's the point, then again that person that told be that was the person that I didn't want a serious relationship with... Maybe she was bitter or maybe there was some truth to it, I've been on someMarvin's Room shit lately. Fuck it I'm just going to swear of sex for awhile. Its simplier.
My favorite band Evanescence is coming out with another album !?? Well I'm not so sure I can even call it that anymore. Is it still the same band if all the original members are gone except for one. Don't get me wrong I love Amy lee's voice, and I think that she is an amazing singer/songwriter, but I'm starting to wonder. Ben Moody Co-founder of the band left in the middle of the Europeon tour without a reason, then The drummer and lead guitarist leave after the second album without a reason....curiouser and curiouser.... And then there is the fact that the New single for the album is underwhelming compared to lead off singles from past albums.
Fallen
Open Door
New album
P.S. On second thought it might just be better to masterbate until the world ends.
Well I'm been pretty much playing least in sight lately. But I can now say that step 2 of my getting a job that doesn't suck has been completed.
1. I just got finish reading the newest book in the dresden files and if you are a fan of sci-fi I would reccomend the series.
2. *Offical Notice* "Friends with Benifits have been added to the list of guy acceptable Chick Flicks.
3. J.I.M. has decided that he is going to re-launch the "foamy the squirrel series so this is the series finale. *sigh*
So long Foamy. I'll guess I'll have to watch this more.
Music that I'm listening too now....
From what I've heard of the New stuff from staind the album is going to be awhole lot harder than alot of there previous stuff...
I can't wait for the new album to drop.
And of course Gym class heroes is making a comeback I liked there first album and this seems to be more of the same.
paramore... nuff said.
1. I just got finish reading the newest book in the dresden files and if you are a fan of sci-fi I would reccomend the series.
2. *Offical Notice* "Friends with Benifits have been added to the list of guy acceptable Chick Flicks.
3. J.I.M. has decided that he is going to re-launch the "foamy the squirrel series so this is the series finale. *sigh*
So long Foamy. I'll guess I'll have to watch this more.
Music that I'm listening too now....
From what I've heard of the New stuff from staind the album is going to be awhole lot harder than alot of there previous stuff...
I can't wait for the new album to drop.
And of course Gym class heroes is making a comeback I liked there first album and this seems to be more of the same.
paramore... nuff said.
Sometimes I feel like I jumping through invisble hoops...
Once again the company has pushed back the hire date. What's the use of being a Nuclear Propulsion mechanic and not have a job. Maybe they have an opening doing this.......
and now for some Music......
Once again the company has pushed back the hire date. What's the use of being a Nuclear Propulsion mechanic and not have a job. Maybe they have an opening doing this.......
and now for some Music......
1. So I've heard the most amazing things from jeremy jackson(the guy that played David hasslehoff's son on Baywatch). Its seems that according to Mr. Jackson that bottle water is dangerous, that the chemicals in the plastic bottles can leech out into the water and not only does it cause cancer, that it also causes.....bi-sexuality. Thank you Mr. Jackson not only are you a ridiculously famous A-list celeb you are also a genius. you heard it here ladies and gents if you have a sudden urge to make out with your friends or if you find yourself being fasinated by cocks that are not your own blame it on the bottle water.. Thank you Mr. Jackson we are all in your debt.
2. So I've turned into a hermit the last couple of weeks but, I got talked into going to a couple of cook-outs last weekend and I'm glad I went.It was worth it. I would like the thank the DJ for playing this song.
3. So I ran into some of the girls that I used to go to school with. It was pretty enlightning. These were girls who I used to be attrative too, but now they just didn't do anything for me. I guess I have to blame you guys(or maybe thank you guys, the jury is still out on this one.) Looking back, I had pretty low standards. I figured that the kind of woman that I was looking for only existed in my head, but as I've interacted with some on you on here, wheather I meet you face-to-face, instant messager or just comments on blogs. I've realized that women like that do exist, and I've raised by standards accordingly. It was funny because, I could see it in there eyes that they didn't understand, that they couldnt wrap there brain around the fact that they were no longer what I'm looking for. Any woman that I consider for a long term relationship has some pretty big shoes to fill.
Quote of the Week
Songs that I'm listening too now.
2. So I've turned into a hermit the last couple of weeks but, I got talked into going to a couple of cook-outs last weekend and I'm glad I went.It was worth it. I would like the thank the DJ for playing this song.
3. So I ran into some of the girls that I used to go to school with. It was pretty enlightning. These were girls who I used to be attrative too, but now they just didn't do anything for me. I guess I have to blame you guys(or maybe thank you guys, the jury is still out on this one.) Looking back, I had pretty low standards. I figured that the kind of woman that I was looking for only existed in my head, but as I've interacted with some on you on here, wheather I meet you face-to-face, instant messager or just comments on blogs. I've realized that women like that do exist, and I've raised by standards accordingly. It was funny because, I could see it in there eyes that they didn't understand, that they couldnt wrap there brain around the fact that they were no longer what I'm looking for. Any woman that I consider for a long term relationship has some pretty big shoes to fill.
Quote of the Week
Songs that I'm listening too now.
Well Its past time for an update.....I've pretty much written this blog in my head about 6 or 7 times but, just haven't had the motivation to put words to screen. I've been in a pretty wierd head space since the last blog so here goes nothing.....
1. My Dad's surgery went off without a hitch. I went to pick him up from the hospital the week before last. He's been pretty well, and he's been trying to basically eat a whole bunch of stuff he shouldn't and a whole lot of physical stuff that he shouldn't. It kinda strange seeing my dad act like a hyper-active kid and having to reel him in. I guess he just cant help it. He says that this is the best he's felt in years.
2. A couple of days after my dad came home, my Uncle went into the hospital again. its the 3rd time in 2 weeks. He has fluid on the heart, and so far they've been keeping him a couple of days and then they would release him, and he'll be back in the hospital a day or 2 later. Right now he's in the hospital and i looks like they are going to keep him for awhile.
3. I've found out last week that my cousin died in afhganisan last week in a vehicle accident. He was one of 4 that died in the accident. He was a year younger then me, and I can still remember going to his wedding a couple of months ago. The funeral date hasn't been set because the army hasnt' released the body yet...
I found some old memory stick with pics I took while I was overseas, I'll upload them with my next update, but right now. I'm just not feeling it......
Sorry to stick you guys with this sad update but, I just needed to get this out......
1. My Dad's surgery went off without a hitch. I went to pick him up from the hospital the week before last. He's been pretty well, and he's been trying to basically eat a whole bunch of stuff he shouldn't and a whole lot of physical stuff that he shouldn't. It kinda strange seeing my dad act like a hyper-active kid and having to reel him in. I guess he just cant help it. He says that this is the best he's felt in years.
2. A couple of days after my dad came home, my Uncle went into the hospital again. its the 3rd time in 2 weeks. He has fluid on the heart, and so far they've been keeping him a couple of days and then they would release him, and he'll be back in the hospital a day or 2 later. Right now he's in the hospital and i looks like they are going to keep him for awhile.
3. I've found out last week that my cousin died in afhganisan last week in a vehicle accident. He was one of 4 that died in the accident. He was a year younger then me, and I can still remember going to his wedding a couple of months ago. The funeral date hasn't been set because the army hasnt' released the body yet...
I found some old memory stick with pics I took while I was overseas, I'll upload them with my next update, but right now. I'm just not feeling it......
Sorry to stick you guys with this sad update but, I just needed to get this out......
1. Last week I got to hang out with my lil bro who flew down from seattle with my baby niece. I pretty much spoiled her rotten before they flew back yesterday. He had to get all his stuff packed up before his unit ges deployed to Kuwait.
2.I once thought that wisdom was gained with age, but humanity has once again failed to reach the lowest of my expectations. *sigh* At first I thought it was a joke but, this 55+ guy who I work with is trying his best to hook me up with his 60+ sister-in-law.
This whole situation is so fucked up on so many levels that I just don't know where to start. I usually try to be respectful to older people but, I really want to smash is old dude in the face. First of all, I don't do hook-ups. I don't need anyone to hold my hands during a relationship. Secondly, his guy talks to another woman(not his wife) every night at work, so if he's not happy with the younger sister then what makes you think I'll be happy with the older one. Thirdly, there is not possible way in hell that I would be attracted to a women 30 older than me in anyway.
This situation is really pissing me off because, now I have this old lady trying to flirt with me while I'm trying to pump my gas. right now my emotions are cycling between shock that this is even an issue and angry because I've been put in this postion.
What I'm listening too now is :
Shaman's harvest
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2.I once thought that wisdom was gained with age, but humanity has once again failed to reach the lowest of my expectations. *sigh* At first I thought it was a joke but, this 55+ guy who I work with is trying his best to hook me up with his 60+ sister-in-law.
This whole situation is so fucked up on so many levels that I just don't know where to start. I usually try to be respectful to older people but, I really want to smash is old dude in the face. First of all, I don't do hook-ups. I don't need anyone to hold my hands during a relationship. Secondly, his guy talks to another woman(not his wife) every night at work, so if he's not happy with the younger sister then what makes you think I'll be happy with the older one. Thirdly, there is not possible way in hell that I would be attracted to a women 30 older than me in anyway.
This situation is really pissing me off because, now I have this old lady trying to flirt with me while I'm trying to pump my gas. right now my emotions are cycling between shock that this is even an issue and angry because I've been put in this postion.
What I'm listening too now is :
Shaman's harvest
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