Mostly I've been watching entirely too much T.V. lately. Namely "Survior", "The Colony", and "Doomsday preppers." I dont' really consider myself a reality TV Junkie, but I'm hooked on these shows. I like these shows probably for the same reason that i love a good Zombie movie. I like to see what lies under the masks after people remove all their socially conscience posturing. When you push people pass their comfort zones, then you see what lies at their cores. You find out what really matters to them, and that's always interested me.
Well, besides that I've been working on my writing. Actually, Ive been studying how to write. I've never lacked for original ideas when it comes to Sci-fi or Fanasty, but i couldn't understand why the scenes that i wrote weren't turning out like the scenes that I imagined in my mind's eye. So, ive been doing some research dissecting the stories that I enjoy and examining what elements I love and what elements that i hate, so that i can use them in my own writing. " A bad writer can turn a good idea into a bad story,but a good writer can turn any idea into a good story."-- Jim Butcher
So basically I've decided to become a writer that's worthy of my ideas.
I've pretty much spent most of my free time looking for muses all over. thinking about who from my life i loved to be around and who i hated, and why i loved them or hated them. So in the future if you pick up a book and the character seems simalar to you then it just might be.
My love-life is well kinda in limbo right now, and Its probably for the best. That being said, I'll most likely end up complaining about it a month from now if nothing changes.
This made me smile when i watched this...
" Yeah what he said....."
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I found this on-line. Personally I love this movie,and the vision it took to make it, I watch alot of Foreign films so I'm ok with the tradegic ending if its done well, but after watching this clip I have a whole new level of respect for the actressess in this movie.
What can i say? I'm a Sucker for a "Chick that kicks ass."
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I usually don't throw in with most cover bands but I'm giving this one my full support. I like what they did with this song.
APR 15, 2012 05:22 PM
haha doesn't make you a bad person at all.. hell i'm turned on by it too! 
APR 15, 2012 05:22 PM
oh and btw that's actually a grinder not a stun gun
APR 15, 2012 11:30 PM
nice. haha. I was much a fan of it too! my ass is glowing in that one. lol
and yeah, fuck that girl. I don't even think about it now, I'm just like shrug, what a basic bitch. that's one thing I'd never do--pick a dude over a friendship. and she wasn't even with him. I was like this tells me everything I've ever needed to know about you. peace.
yay for creative writing classes! I'm taking 2 now. 
if you ever want an editor, just holla my way.
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APR 16, 2012 05:26 PM
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APR 17, 2012 12:27 PM
not at all. I was editing that for knwldg101. seems to be a big genre right now. and maybe if you want to, you'll end up submitting to him. he's starting a publishing company.
and mkayal runs a magazine and is always looking for contributing authors.
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