2yrs later...guess I should update more. Im keeping tis one short and sweetg. Lifes been a bitch lately my son has sever allergies to damn near every type of food you can imagine red meat, soy, dairy..finally get worked around that. Found out recently my mom has breast cancer and in the middle of dealing with this my wife left me this week and we're getting a divorce. GO me!!!!!!!

Wow long time no type here.... Anyways alot been goin on...My son was born happy and healthy back on Feb 5th and between both boys most of my time is GONE!! I got married about 3 weeks ago and well...not much difference. I guess thats what you get for living together for over a yr....just a fancy piece o paper. Im trying to get myself ready to go back to school and get my CompTIA A+ cert. and change careers... I need to get out of my current one. I love it and wish I could keep doing it but I value my health and have NO desire to get cancer and deal with all that shit. Hopefully these classes pay off and I can get a similar paying job.Anyway....thats all for now...back to drinking..and catching up with ppl.

Back again.....had to take some tme off from the site. Money got a little tight and I had to hold off until things got back to normal financially. Well anywyas not alot happened while I was gone. Found out we're having a baby boy and thats about it. Happy Halloween everyone...have a good one.

Well been a little while so Ill do a quick update. First.. IM GONNA BE A DADDY!! Im so excited and I cant wait. This is just absolutely amazing. So far the initial due date is Valentines Day, but im sure that will change. Other than that, im back at work. Thats why im not on that much anymore. Things are goin ok, being on my feet 12 hrs a day is hard on my knee but im sure it'll get easier as I heal more. Things are slow at work though. We got roughly half the orders this year that we had last year so we're laying ppl off and cutting out overtime. Im just hoping I can hold out and not get laid off. With the baby coming and all it'd be really bad timing. Well thats all for now....

Thanks for the Bday wishes guys. I had a great one. Sorry I havent been hittin everyone up and what not but Ive been...well....occupied. Ive met the most wonderful/beautiful woman last week and ive been with her almost everyday since. Theres pics on my myspace for those interested. Anyways, this coming Friday I get to go back to work finally. All I can say is I WONT BE BROKE ANYMORE!!! YAY!!! Money is a good thing, especially when just starting to date a new chick!! Soon as I get my work and life schedule all straight I should be on more again. At least the new girl loves SG so I wont have to cancel it.

I went to the doctor the other day and Im FINALLY cleared to go back to work. I go back on the 8th of May, so about 5 mos later and Ill finally get a decent paycheck. Last time I wrote something I mentioned taking out my piercings and shit. After talking to some really good freinds and all I finally decided it was all just a bunch of bullshit. I let turning 30 go to my head but Im all better now. My friend Sonja called me today she went and bought me and her Tickets to go see Nonpoint for my Bday so Im stoked. Ill get a good show, a nite with my best friend and complete drunkeness. Im looking forward to it.

Well looks like 2 more weeks I get to go back to work...thats a good thing. On the bad side...about 2 more weeks I hit 30. I dunno why but this Bday coming ups buggin me. Ive been doin alot of thinkg and whatnot...and best I can come up with is I need a change. Im not sure what kind of change..a move, cut my, hair take out my piercings?? Im not sure. I know today I took all my piercings out and cut my little goatee off and kinda looked in the mirror for a while. Im almost convinced im NOT putting my piercings back in. Im still not sure, Ive had some of the for almost 10 yrs. Maybe it is time to take them out and move on. Just gotta do some more thinking about it make sure i really do like it and not because someone I really like keeps saying I should take them out. If i do it its for me, not her.

Ok, somehow I survived this weekend. For about 4 days straight all I did was go out meet up with friends go to a different show everynite, drink a little too much, come home,sleep it off. I had a blast doin it but damn my body's too old to be doin that any more. lol. I woke up today sore and wore out and still had to get up and go to Physical Therapy. I think Im gonna take a few days off and relax a little before I do anything again. Next big outing I think Is the big Tattoo Convention In Nashville.

I think I did a bad thing tonite. A girl I love and care for more than anything, one of my best friends, Was with me tonite at the bar. I was supposed to be with her all nite, go to another party and all..... I let her leave alone. Now I cant find her or get her to answer her cell. Im scared/worried....we're just friends but its one of those close friends things, tell each other we love you etc... I shoulda stayed closer to her....I think i fucked it up bad this time...

Good news for a change on here!! One..I got my car back!! Two..Im FINALLY walking without crutches!! So things are finally looking up and life is getting back to normal. I had forgotten how hectic my life was until I got my car back. Ive already got the whole next week booked and only had my car for 3 days. Saturday is my friends Bday and his band is playing, Sunday is a concert, monday concert, Tues-Thurs Physical Therapy, Fri-Sun..Tattoo, piercing and horror convention in Nashville. Life is once again good.