AHH I have not been on here in like 2 months, It sucks not having my own computer anymore.. too bad it wont load properly on my phone grrr!
Well its a new year and im trying to have a new start, Im in Chicago trying to save as much money as humanly possible so that I can spen the second half of this year and the begining of next year abroad. Wish me luck. Too tired to write anymore ... hopefully I will be able to log on more frequently this yeaar

So, I have come to the realization that I am addicted to pain. Everytime I get a new tattoo or piercing I am told by others that it will be so painful and I convince myself that it will be but when it happens I always have the opposite reaction. When I got my tattoo done I was shocked to find the 1) it didn't hurt, and 2) the shading actually felt really good. So last night I go in to get my nipples pierced expecting the worst as usual and it wasn't bad, and then I was able to enjoy the endorphines (sp?) I guess that is when I realized my addiction, it's like i've had a taste and I want more I can't wait to get more done.
OKay so im not really going anywhere with this just rambling away when I really should be in bed sleeping