Badoodooop.. doodoopbedoodoop. I am actually going to write today, rather than look at my blog and think really? i've got nothing... So what's new. I have been gardening, and taking care of my ducks... and taking pictures... A lot of pictures. the only draw back to that is 35mm film isn't cheap. that shit has tripled in price since i was in high school. what the crap. I really should use my digital camera more though, so i could add pictures or whatever. the weather here has at least been nice, or well the kind of nice that i like for spring time.. finally rain and more thunder and lightening... its been wonderful. i am tired of 85 degree days in may. fuck you summer time its still spring. and with that i am done...
It's sunny. I have to admit though, i did enjoy the thunder and lightening, it was wonderful. i love when the clock says noon and it is dark outside. I am feeling better, the chemo is only causing mild issues. just really tired all of the time. i have baby ducks.... they are cute as well ducklings....
pirate face.
pirate face.
PA POW! surgery was yesterday, the Dr. thinks he got all of the cancer... he gave me the 99.999999999999% assurance that he did. We shall see in six months if his magic little cutter outer worked or not. so today i am lounging around in pain... not really i went turkey hunting bc i couldn't be a patient... so i am now in more pain than when i started.... on the upside, there is a wicked thunder storm going on and the rain is coming down like a faucet so i am happy and content...
Pathology results are in..... Guess who is in stage Zero.... yup that's right... this guy. of all the things in the world, that I could have been diagnosed with, stomach cancer was not one of them... Thankfully, the oncologist, who seems to really have his shit together, has set up an appointment for the polyps to be removed because it is so early on the cells have not metastisized to any other part of my body. low dose chemo for a while though just to make sure those mutant cells are reproducing somewhere else in my body... i guess this means i could join the X-MEN... seeing as i'm toting around mutant cells and all.... im totally upbeat about this because i know i am stronger than my stomach..
Medically sidelined from the academy until next semester.... half way through... are you fucking kidding me! horseshit...... at least i will have a friend in the next one... oh but the 110 degree days are going to suck.
Fire Academy..... Officially an EMR. makes me wish i could pull my head out of my ass and pass the Natn'l Registry exam and become an EMT. Start Auto Ex, this week. i hate writing essays, integrated English is lame as hell. One of the instructors got shit canned yesterday.. good that guy was a fucking tool and i am happy he is gone. i look sexy as fuck in my turnouts... the new nomex smell is famazing. i have this bronchial thing happening bc of the PT at 6am in 33 degrees... its fantastic.. but, i can rock some crunches and push ups like a mothertrucker. so that is all for today... i hope this account doesnt get cancelled..
fire academy is going I was however advised that i am wound super tight, and need to work on my stress level. also i was advised not to get anymore tattoos that were visible.. by my Fire Chief.. what kind of garbage is that. im not wound tight. i wound just right, and tattoos are tattoos..
Fire academy officially starts tomorrow and I have five chapters to read two papers to write some three hundred abbreviations to memorize as well as uniforms to customize.. bring it on bitches. im tougher than you!
I am so FUCKING LIVID at the moment.... I decided to take my nephew to go see The Hobbit today, his mum, my sister died a year ago, so i thought it would be nice to spend time with him.. anyway. we watch the movie... 2 and a half fucking hours worth... we come out and my pick up is wide open... I WAS FUCKING ROBBED! probably two grand worth of stuff was stolen from my truck... I tell the manager.. she says "aw yea that's a bad side to park on.." CUNT! fully aware NOW! call the police.. no finger prints.. NONE.. the bastards wiped the shit clean... come the fuck on.. steal from someone who can afford that shit.. my insurance said its not covered because it's deemed "personal property" well no fuck you cock sucking sons of bitches.. its MY FUCKING STUFF!.. so now here I am, getting ready to start the fire academy in less than two weeks, missing things totally pissed off. thinking that if i find the house where my belonging now are.. i shall let that muther fucker burn to the grown and say it was started by the owner... DAY THREE FUCK YOU! the mood has officially shifted! im going to hell and this planets coming with me.
