best Christmas ever. it has been many years since i have had such a great Christmas. is this what the sweet sting of Cupid's arrow feels like? it has been so long since i have had this uncontrolled excitement towards Christmas and its posibilities.

i love my woman and have been blessed by having her love me back. she has been my one thing this year that has gone right. in a year full of ups and downs, she has been the one steady and happy part of my life.

i hope i can show her my graditude and love as she has shown hers to me. there is so much i owe this little cutie. so much more i wanna show her. so much more of the future left to see with her.

sometimes i forget just how lucky i am, but i know she remembers just how much i love her. i drive myself crazy with the thought of not being good enough. she comforts my every doubt and assures me of my place in her heart.

i love you.