I got a Job as a janitor Lol woo hoo!?! At least it's a job right? It's actual hard work and I'm happy to be doing it but also pretty blah about it because
I haven't really been very social lately so sorry for not being on here. I actually had a really BAD moment of depression a few weeks ago and haven't really been the same since.
So.. theirs that and the fact that I am so uncomfortable in my own skin. I don't really have a whole lot of people to talk to, I mean I have my boyfriend and some close friends but lately
I'm trying to not distract myself with negative people and unfortunately my family are a bunch of butts.
My mom and dad basically told me this past weekend that if only I had faith in god my mental health issues would go away. which is completely not right in my opinion.
They said this because my younger sister is in a christian rehab center and claims that all her problems are gone now that she has faith. which is fine for her, but It's not really going to
be something I get into. To be clear, I have nothing against people who are religious or spiritual. I just do not really believe in that stuff myself and do not like being pressured.
In spite of all the hard times lately I am considering hiring a photographer for a set.
I have also decided to get a new tattoo. a peacock feather with the words: One moment at a time.
It's going on my wrist, because I need to cover something else.
Hopefully next week I'll be able to get it.
Anyway, I just wanted to say hello! I miss you guys and I really want to start coming on here a lot more often! Daily if I can.