I have to admit...Im one of the lucky ones who can actually make goals and have dreams and hopes and accomplish them either fully or to an extent. After watching CSI: NY....I realize that one of the goals I had set for myself back in 2003 I have yet to achieve.
Many moons ago.. I was introduced to SuicideGirls.com by a close friend. At the time I wasnt sure excatly why I was so attracted to females but I knew it was something I had to explore. I instantly found a family on the site. I have met many people and have made life long friends. So what it the problem you ask? From the moment I talked to Cricket and Cassieopea I wanted to be Pink more then anything....but when I applied I got rejected...Im not going to lie i was crushed, but that didnt take away from goal or the site. Matter of fact it made me work harder then ever to try and become pink. I posted many practice sets and got loads of comments and ideas on how to fix them. I applied again last year and finally got accpeted...When I read my email from missy I litteraly screamed and started to cry....I had achieved the first part of becoming pink. I send in my Id...filled at the profile and then I hit a dead end. I needed a photographer and a set idea....of course i had many and still do, but now another obestical stands in my way....My carrer as a Cop.
It was kind of beated into my head by many people and by my mom that SG could ruin my chances of getting into the FBI...because they are picky and very much all about reveling the skeletons in your closet. I even know a archieved SG that had to quit because she joined the police force and they found out and told her either them or SG....
So like I said...I was watching CSI: NY which was an eposide with SG's and as I watched...That feeling that has always been there and what was there and stil there in hidding came back...As i watched Al, Nixon, Missy and the otheres...I felt proud and excited...I wanted to be and still do want to be Pink.
Im torn, split in half...what do I do...how do I achieve this goal that i want to without ruining the other goals that are ahead in my life.
Many moons ago.. I was introduced to SuicideGirls.com by a close friend. At the time I wasnt sure excatly why I was so attracted to females but I knew it was something I had to explore. I instantly found a family on the site. I have met many people and have made life long friends. So what it the problem you ask? From the moment I talked to Cricket and Cassieopea I wanted to be Pink more then anything....but when I applied I got rejected...Im not going to lie i was crushed, but that didnt take away from goal or the site. Matter of fact it made me work harder then ever to try and become pink. I posted many practice sets and got loads of comments and ideas on how to fix them. I applied again last year and finally got accpeted...When I read my email from missy I litteraly screamed and started to cry....I had achieved the first part of becoming pink. I send in my Id...filled at the profile and then I hit a dead end. I needed a photographer and a set idea....of course i had many and still do, but now another obestical stands in my way....My carrer as a Cop.
It was kind of beated into my head by many people and by my mom that SG could ruin my chances of getting into the FBI...because they are picky and very much all about reveling the skeletons in your closet. I even know a archieved SG that had to quit because she joined the police force and they found out and told her either them or SG....
So like I said...I was watching CSI: NY which was an eposide with SG's and as I watched...That feeling that has always been there and what was there and stil there in hidding came back...As i watched Al, Nixon, Missy and the otheres...I felt proud and excited...I wanted to be and still do want to be Pink.
Im torn, split in half...what do I do...how do I achieve this goal that i want to without ruining the other goals that are ahead in my life.
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Good luck!