I'm still breathing. I just fogged a mirror to make sure.

Ok I need a new post.
It's DESDEMONA's hatchday today

Man I love that pretty red bird.

Here's the Tilly


See you soon

Wow 2 months since the last post. I wish I was still excited about this site like I used to be but I'm just kinda meh. I remember when I used to post atleast weekly and if anythibng important happened this was the first place I'd tell. I just hope all my friends from this site don't think I'm meh about them. I have met some really awsome people from here and I hope to meet more. Caose damn it SG I just can't quit you. The last several weeks have been some some of the worse of my life. The good news is I've lost about 20 pounds sinse I've last posted. The bad news is I haven't tried to loose 20 pounds. It started about 6 weeks ago. I just noticed that my appitite has just dissapeared. I'd get hungry but just wouldn't feel like eating. Then at the beggining of April I started to notice a lump in my throat. It was not painful just uncomfortable. It even kept me from sleeping and would even affect my gag reflex at times. Now I useally would ignore something like that but I had just started having sex with a new girl and was woried that I might have an std. Cause even though I try to be safe and I'm a vegitarian there is stil;l one meat I eat . So I rush to my urgent care and he rules out the std and insist I have a procedure called a endoscopi(sp). There something there that should't be. So he referes me to a speciallist and says he has to see me within 2 days.(thats scary). I get an appointment with him on a friday and he says we need to do this right away and schedules the procedure for that Monday. So I heading home freaked out of my mind when I get this call and they tell they;re not covered by my hmo. My Fucking urgent care doctor sent me to the wrong place!!!! So I contact my primary doctor he referes me to the right guy but he can't see me for 2 weeks. Fuck!!! I'm totally freaking out. I've 2 doctors that have said I have do this right away but my fucking HMO is gonna take 2 weeks for me to see the endochonologist(sp) just to see if he concurs and will perform the procedure. So here I am freaking out about throat cancer wich my greatest nightmare. I talk for a living and at one time I used to be a quite popular singer in this town. SEE Anyways. I finally get the endoscopi which is when they put a camara down my throat. The doctor askes me if I have any questions and I tell him I don't untill afterwards. So they knock me out for about 15 minutes and take some biopsies of some troubled areas. I ask ofcorse a biopsy of what???? Is it a tumor.? Is it just a cyst? What the fuck are you doing a biopsy of. No one can tell me cause the doctor had left already. Damn it I was only out for 15 fucking minutes how could he have left. So I get more time to freek out. Atleast you get alot of attention from the chickies when you think you're dying. He atleast called me the next day and tells me I have a hiatal hernia. The bafd news he called me when I was on my way to work and about to go into the subway.and couldn't ask him any questions but told him to let me know when the biopsies come back, That was a week ago. Still haven't heard anything. I'm really gonna get on these guys asses tomorrow. I even had to check Webmd to find out what a fucking hiatal hernia was. Aparently my stomach is coming up my esophgus(sp). So it looks like I'm not dying I'm just gonna really be unconfortable. I still have to find out what we're going to do to fix it. I got some acid reducer medication even though I informed them that I haven't had any heartburn. I hope I learn somethinf when I contact these fuckers tomorrow.
In other news I just want to say what a great bar the Power House is in Hollywood is. They have all been concerned for me during this whole ordeal. In fact one the bartenders vollenteered to pick me up from the hospital after the endoscopi since they would not let me leave on my own.
I'm sure I'll post soon as I don't want to leave this bummer up for to long. Who knows who will see this though. I think prom is next weekend. Again I was just to meh to change my vacation to fit it in.hopefully it was better than the last so they'll have one next year. Hope to see all SGLA folks @ our monthly White Horse fiesta. I haven't been for a while. Got to see the peeps soon.
Sorry for the long rant. Much love to everyone.
TILLY

WHERE THE HELL IS CAPNVIK!!!!

I'm just gonna pretend that I've been recovery from that testimonial that aya left.

The feet just won't stay well. But now I have some medicine.

Prom Is back this year!!! I'm just kinda meh about that. It's 2 weeks earlier than usual so I'm going to have to try to change my vacation.

I'll try to cantc every onesoon.

TILLY

Wow, it's been a month sisnce my last post.
Work has been very hectic at and for the first time since I've worked there I'm starting to hate it and feel as I'm underappreciated. Alas life goes on and hopefully things will pick up.
I had to put in for my vacion this year. Yes my job is stupid and makes me pick all the days off I want this year in January. Even the personel days. What a load of crap.
I picked the tradional weekend after mothers day just in case there is a prom this year. If there is no prom I think I'll go to Vancouver. I got to figure out how to get a passport anyway.
In July I will probably go to Texas to see family and go to Palm Springs in October. Other than that it'll be work work work.
In health news all I can say is

"YOU KNOW IT'S HARD OUT HERE FOR A GIMP"

If you saw me at the Christmas party you saw I was using a cane. Something was wrong with my left foot causing me to limp and put all my wt on my right foot. That caused the knuckle in my big toe to get inflamed and made me walk on the side of my foot wich in turned totallytweeked my ankle and achiles tendon soI'm back on the cane for my right foot which is screwing up my left hip.
The doctor says I drink and snoke too much. Gee thanks doc.
So I'm gonna just chill out this weekend and hopefully I'll feel bettre next week.

Hope all is well. Here's the Tilly

Ok, time for an update. Work has been up & down all month busy wise. The good news is they finally figured out how to pay us commisions and it looks like I'll be making an extra $400-$600 a month. That will be sweet but I'm not gonna count my chicken (exept this one) before they hatch when I see that 1st check in January.
In other news I drank alot last weekend. and I'm gonna do it again this one.
Hope evrybody has a nice holliday. Here's your TILLY

Damn here it is after noon and I'm still stuffed from a diner I had at 6:00 pm last night.
Speaking of which, I want to give a hardy thank you to doctashock for hosting a wonderful dinner for us SGLA folks. It was great seeing everone again. I made a unturkey. It's hard to believe that there wasn't one in all of Hollywood but I found one just in time.
Hopefully I'll get my internet working soon at home so I can post a little more often.
Till then here's some Tilly!

Wow been 2 months since I've posted. Sorry about that folks but my PC is acting wonky and I've just been to busy at work lately. The good news is I should have a newer cumputer in a few days so I'll be able to post more soon.
Untill then here's some Tillys!

Yeah,Yeah, Yeah, I know it's been a long time since my last post but this site keeps crashing my browser on my ancient computer so I can't grab any pics.
I got alot to update about since my last post.
First, my fear of my theory of no good deed goes unpunished almost happened.
I was at the subway station in Hollywood waiting on the elevator to take me up. In front of me were two very young tourist girls, who must of just got the plane since they had their packpacks with them. There we were just minding our own bussiness when here come this really drunk guy, not a bum just really, really drunk. He started to croud the girls. So they move away. Then he starts trying to talk to them. They ofcourse ignore the fucker. He must of been getting annoid by that fact because he all of a sudden goes nuts and starts screaming "Where the fuck are you from"and made a move to grab one of them. So me being Capn' Vik, world class super hero. I spring into action. Lucky for that fucker I forgot my cape. I go to grab the guy, hard, so he knew I meant bussinness. The guy was so fucked up he went flying,landed hard and ended up smashing what ever bottle of booze he had in a plastic bag. I keep pushing the down till the girls can get away. All the while there's this other squirlly guy walking around picking up every thing the drunk guy drop so I don't know if I'm about to have to handle both of these fucks. Well the girls have taken off up the escalator. The elevator door open so I grab the guy & throw him in the elevator and tell him to get the fuck out of here. He was nice enough to throw the plastic bag full of broken glass at me before the door.
So I go uver to the girls on the escaltor and tell I'm sorry they had to see something like that on there first day here. I look up and lo and behold the guys not only drunk but a moron too. He's waiting for me upstair saying he's gonna kick my ass. So ofcoarse I get in front of the little tourist and the guy goes to grab me so I throw him down again, yelling at him to stay the fuck down. This time though the fucker has got a hold of shirt and he was ripping it. That was really pissing me off.
Out of the corner of my eye I see the squirlly guy coming up behind me and he grabs my back pack, or manbag as I call it which was on the ground. I had no choice but kick drunk fuck in the face to get him to let go of my shirt. I run after squirrly. just a few feet really." Where the fuck are you going" I yelled. getting ready to slug him to when he replied that he though it was drunkie's. I grab my bag and turn around when I see that the sherriffs have finally arrived. In actuallity this all took place in about 15 - 20 seconds. Then I look around. Oh Fuck!!! Where are the girls. Shit, they took off. I just knew something like this would happen.
So the cops come up to me. Drag the other guy to the other wall. I told them what happend and the said OK, thanks for being a good guy. ?!?!?!?!?!!??!!? WTF?!?!?!?!?!?! That's never happened to me before. Cops just believed me. I guess all the saw was me keeping the guy down and missed when I had to put love in his face.( if you have seen the shoes I was wearing you know what I mean.)
I can honestly say a cop has never taken my word for anything before. I guess there is something possitive about getting old.

Ok I told you this was gonna be a long post since it's such a pain in the ass to update.
I went to the 5 yr anniversary party. It was great seeing everybody and even meeting all the new people. Hell I even missed a chance to see Sarah Silvermann preform just because it was hanging out with everyone.
The new burlesque show looks awsome. It starts out a little slow but I sure the'll work that out. I bet after every tour stop there is gonna be mad dash to Home Depot for shop ladders. Man that was hot. No chocolate this year though. That kind of disapointed me because I finnaly got the nerve to stand up front. Yeah thet was me the tall guy in a hat blocking your way.
Then Dave Navarro was comming on. I actually like Dave but who cares let's hang out with all the peeps. Back to the back for more drunken debuachery. Somehow I ended up kissing someone elses wife.

Hey even the good guy has to be a bad boy.
What a great night.
Now tonight it's off to the Hollywood Bowl the the great Willie Nelson

He's playing with the Phil so that should be intersting. I booked a row of 10 of the cheap seats so I'll be partying up and getting rowdy.
Well I think that's enough for now.
Here's the Tilly

and a few more just in case it'll be a while before I post again.

Wow it's been a long time since my last journal entry. Been very busy @ work and on my time off I've been very bad. I'm working on both of those problems. I'll try to post more often. I really shouldn't deprive you guys from the Tilly!!