wells kids...i suppose i owe you some kinda update....so have a lil random....

last saturday was all kindsa some awesome...and all kindsa some expensive seein as how i opened a bar tab....which one with such a high tolerance as myself should never do ....but twas lots of fun indeed!

we finished the move & i'm ever sooo happy about it....wish we could unpack & get settled faster....but tis hard to do when there's work to be done...

netflix pleases me greatly right now cuz they just added all kindsa good stuff to the watch instantly for the roku....

work's been slightly less stressful as of late, maybe cuz i'm just tryin harder not to let it get to me....but we do have a meeting next weekend again, which means i have to stand in front of the entire staff to bitch at them whilest saying everything i've said at every other meeting over again...but hopefully we shall have the kitchen set up by then so maybe i can do a lil bakin....

an old pal from ohio is visitin town for over a month & we plan to hang soon....she may even stay with us a bit too...she's super adorable & we kinda fooled around in the past....so it could be super fun...

i have cut all ties with my sister & have no intention to have much to do with her toxicity ever again....

my mom & stepdad are separating, which i've mixed feelings about...i've wanted them to split since they met cuz he's kinda a bastard but he made my mom happy....she seems to be copin well & i'm ever soo proud of her decisions & determination....thanks to my mother my nephew will have a childhood to enjoy i think...which makes me very happy cuz i love those 2 ever sooooooo.......

i'm dyin to take some time to go see movies....but there's sooo much to be done.....

we have six flags tix we sooo need to use soon....

i's not like that tis gettin cold....

and now i'm kinda tired...i'm gonna enjoy our lovely couch whilest watchin some pirates in our lovely quiet neighborhood.....

this makes me happy....tis one of my all-time fave poems...

i need to write more poetry....i needs the muse to stalk me....

why can't i find this brand of crazy bitch?

you know what drives me nuts....
church at work it makes sundays a pain in my ass!

i also hate that we show the opera at work....it starts today...old cranky people....sold out...i hates it....
it'd be cooler if it were something like this maybe....

or this

but i must ready for work quickly now....i leave you with this bit of excitement....

greeeeeen
wants

so....fuck....i wanna scream.....i shoulda been an only child...i hate moving..i hate expectations & the failure of such....uncertainty is a bitch...

the lovely lady who sings the above song is comin to town in november & i'm sooo goin...
tis time to look forward to things & try to find some positive...
+there's the prissy bitch event next saturday! and i gots sunday off to finish movin, which means if somebody's buyin, i'll be drinkin
+the deerhoof show is comin up next month, as is henry rollins-which just happens to be the same day as the windy city comicon & the prissy bitch event....
+i'll be movin very close to my fave coffee shop & there are a few girlies in the area i gots my eye on already
+puppy & i can walk down the street in our new neighborhood together!...(long story if you don't already know)

my boss is tryin to bribe me with a fat raise to take over the concessions department i don't want it....it's the one thing i told him i never wanted when i agreed to move here to help him...but he keeps temptin me with a $2.25 raise...bastard!

there are some movies to look forward to in the very near future....i shall share with you...prob is, movin eats into movie times!

okie....i must be off children....until next time...

my sister is fuckin crazy......i'm soooo sick of it all....her birthday is tomorrow...and is it horrible that i don't really care?... ...i mean really....she wanted to be the first one to wish me a happy birthday this year but did so the day after my birthday...i'm soooo annoyed by the bullshit....she keeps callin me cryin ruinin my day with her fuckin drama...i shoulda been an only child.....

i got a raise today....a small one but i guess it's something....i got my hair done on wednesday...and i hates it....tis slightly too brown...and brown tis my natural color, which i despise...i'm gettin it redone on wednesday...but it sucks cuz i need to be packin instead of gettin my hair done....grrr....

i only have one more day to go this week & i'm super excited....then i have an open-only schedule up til my thursday....i hate thursdays @ work...esp. closing...but at least i'll be makin 50 more cents an hour to hate it i suppose

i really should actually finish workin on the emp schedule since i'm kinda on the clock & all still i need more peoples lastfm....cuz i like listenin to it whilest i work....and anybody on aim...i likes to do that too all while i gets paid....

until next time kids....

right now ....tis tooo early...i've not been sleepin well...i'm workin alot....and puppy & i are sufferin with no interwebz....i write to you from my fave coffee shop where he & i had to come to get directions for our 9am appt...i feel like we're kinda goin through alot of bullshit right now but that in the end it shall all play off & our lives will be happier cuz we won't be sufferin silently with a situation that displeases & makes us feel trapped...it'll be nice to feel more comfortable with where we are at indeed...i'm only workin 4 days on the next schedule which is exciting to me cuz i'm sooo fed up with some bullshit...as usual with that place...but....puppy & i have super lovely plans for wednesday, which if all goes well, i shall be braggin bout, esp in the bisexual women's group....okie kids....as the sun casts a very lovely glare across the floor , i must be goin....lots to do i say....

you know....don't get me wrong..i do love the ladies...yet..lemme show some love for the boys too..the following flashdance scene is just as cool as the infamous jennifer beals scene...

yeah.....indeed some b-boy love .. they seem to needs it lately....i saw a good breakdancin cirle at the afrika show friday....woulda seen quite a few more if it hadn't been club policy to not allow breakdancin!.... ..to which i informed security "confused me cuz i'm not from around here & i'm not used to your customs...down south, we welcome such things"
tisn't quite as west side story as it used to be i don't think..

much love to the b-boys....the renegades...

oh yes indeed....

indeed.....


damn....tis been a good weekend...as long as we overlook my stupid neuroticness....which we're gonna...there are sooo many lovely ladies out there & tis ever soo nice to get a lil attention from them
there's been lots of lovely talk with this beautiful lady, which puppy & i are goin to visit next week...


these lovely ladies made me feel like a million bucks saturday & are sooo after my heart

me wants trophy wife sandwich....
but i have to say...this brief sandwich was ever such a joy to be included in...


every single lady at villains saturday was amazing...every single one....those on the bar & off
i've not felt so good about girlies in awhile....thanks sooo much to you all cuz i also hadn't felt so good about myself in awhile either



until next time.....
ladies....