Pre summer project

Yard > Garden

Day ONE (7 hours down)

(My lil not so helper: she un-rakes all my piles >.< )

Day TWO (9 more hours)

I LOVE THIS SONG for these verses SPEAK TO ME:

Lend me your eyes I can change what you see
But your soul you must keep, totally free
. . .
In these bodies we will live, in these bodies we will die
Where you invest your love, you invest your life

Getting some ink burried in my flesh today cant freaking wait...picture to come...

this made me giggle...



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_Sylvan

"This beautiful tragedy;; crashing into me"
*this song is so inspiring.. i feel the poetry seeping out of me*

[And its true.. nothing is ever what its seems
but everything at the same time.]

does that mean that as people..
nothing- is everything to us?

This life never ceases to amaze me.
Pain is only temporary- and in this case, overcome by joy.

The moment you finally come to grips that something is gone-
You begin to near acceptance, as your heart skips beats...
Trying to grasp this new found reality...
(can you feel it.. as i embellish on this true intensity..?)
TURNING the page, only to read a to be continued note to the reader.
...which is me...
At this point its difficult to be surprised.
We keep coming back for more of whatever it is
i find in you, that you find in me too.
You keep my mind in disarray.
Your name scrambles my thoughts.
Your heart speaks to me in ways..
no other being is capable-
its no wonder we are still here.
My wrists tremble, her voice intertwined with mine-
the hours pass, only this time. time is on our side.
After many sleepless nights- I’ve been trying find
a suitable way to reach you;;
Not knowing, you don’t not have to reach
for what is already there.
(You didn’t forget, you never forgot)
And in this struggle, to find the words
i can not come close to-
...to describing the beauty
the magic, the sense, the colors
which unfold within me- because of you.
And this- is love. No more no less.
All these worries were for nothing.
I’ve been waiting for everything
when it was standing, flourishing-
right in front of me...
Ill stand for you, for only i stand
on grounds of what i believe in.
Never did i forget- never did i rid-
of my trust in you
Only did i ever resist
trust in myself
for reasons of insecurity.
You are inspiration at its finest.
I look to my right to see
I’m am not standing alone
Can you be the only thing I’ve done myself right by
In this twisted existence, which we find but ourselves
able dance within- untouchable- to each of its empty souls
Just those.. passersby’s..
The ones who enter and exit our lives
without feeling.. not even the knowledge
that they have come in the first place.
Turn the page.

I - love you.

random word (vomit)


In the end....
what are we,
to those ideals we hold most cherished?
Whom would they choose,
over a shroud of a listless sun?

The dusk draws near,
& I stand alone...
...Forsaken


Shivering on the wing of time and tide.

Struggle gives way to the whisper,
Of a merciful eternal hush,
& pain washes numb

Laughing steadfast
on memory shore.


THE DREAM CHOOSES ME.
A nameless grey morass.

Where i linger'
& scream with all my might.


So i turn & drift into the endless fog

Until there is nothing
and i......
REMAIN STILL

on another note this lil fella and i ate some raisins together it was mighty swell