Written 3 years ago 5-10-07

The boy I was, Before I became a man.

Is chained up deep inside of me !

Now he's awake and devising a plan .

To cheer the soul of this sorrowful man !!


5-13-07
Ok ! I’ve been working on a plan to cheer up my sorrowful Ass ! I'm tired of being locked in the dark side of my brain, it's not a good place to be and damn hard to escape from!!

I remember moments and I've seen some amazing thing's, places, people, sunset's, waterfalls, creek's, river's, desert's and the endless always changing horizon as I drove my truck, beautiful things do exist I'm sure of it !
So why do I live in the dark side of my mind when all these beautiful memories exist ??

Finally we get to my plan !
I want to fill my mind with so many of these beautiful images, that the dark side get's crushed into a little spot I can lock away forever ! Real, imagined, pictures, film or book's it doesn't matter!


Today 5-15-10 3 years later

The plan continues and is working!

……….I now…………
Play more, explore more, photograph more and
See more beauty in the world then ever before.



Sun shines, Wind blows,
I breathe, I smile.
What more than this is required?