so, it's been about a year since i posted one of these. i don't know why i am now. i have nothing too exciting to report and nobody to read it if i did. i the past year i: graduated college, moved to atlanta, got engaged, got unengaged, broke a heart...twice, had a couple of flings, and have finally given up on romance. i'm only 25. is that to early to give up? it's never the right timing...for me...for him. i was told by my "holiday fling" who shall remain unnamed, because i decided he was a pussy and a waste of time to start with, that i'm too successfull and intimidating. uh...wtf?! riiiight.
i had a thing with one of my best friends when i first moved here. we've both moved on and i'm glad we are still such great friends.
my ex-fiance and i didn't speak for 5 months after i put him on a plane back to new jersey with his ring. hopefully he learned his lesson...don't lie to people you "love". we are friendly now. you know...the typical how's the family, how's school, how's work conversation. my favorite thing about him was that he loved hayden as much, if not more, than he loved me. a lot of guys are chicken shit. or really i think it's just that they aren't grown up enough to handle the thought of dating someone with a kid. i'm like any other 25 year old woman. i just can't go out and get wasted...too much. i have lots of family that understand i'm young and single. they like taking hayden on the weekends so i can go do things.i enjoy going to shows. when i go out, i GO OUT. i like to make the best of my time out. but, i also like staying in. not just because i have an awesome kid at home, but i like to stay in sometimes and snuggle and watch movies and drink beer.
i love the people i've met in atlanta. i continue to make amazing friends everyday. i made one just last weekend. i do miss home though. i miss the beach. i miss having friends that have known...

so, it's been about a year since i posted one of these. i don't know why i am now. i have nothing too exciting to report and nobody to read it if i did. i the past year i: graduated college, moved to atlanta, got engaged, got unengaged, broke a heart...twice, had a couple of flings, and have finally given up on romance. i'm only 25. is that to early to give up? it's never the right timing...for me...for him. i was told by my "holiday fling" who shall remain unnamed, because i decided he was a pussy and a waste of time to start with, that i'm too successfull and intimidating. uh...wtf?! riiiight.
i had a thing with one of my best friends when i first moved here. we've both moved on and i'm glad we are still such great friends.
my ex-fiance and i didn't speak for 5 months after i put him on a plane back to new jersey with his ring. hopefully he learned his lesson...don't lie to people you "love". we are friendly now. you know...the typical how's the family, how's school, how's work conversation. my favorite thing about him was that he loved hayden as much, if not more, than he loved me. a lot of guys are chicken shit. or really i think it's just that they aren't grown up enough to handle the thought of dating someone with a kid. i'm like any other 25 year old woman. i just can't go out and get wasted...too much. i have lots of family that understand i'm young and single. they like taking hayden on the weekends so i can go do things.i enjoy going to shows. when i go out, i GO OUT. i like to make the best of my time out. but, i also like staying in. not just because i have an awesome kid at home, but i like to stay in sometimes and snuggle and watch movies and drink beer.
i love the people i've met in atlanta. i continue to make amazing friends everyday. i made one just last weekend. i do miss home though. i miss the beach. i miss having friends that have known me longer than 12 months. i miss knowing my city like the back of my hand.


oh, and i got my nose pierced. it's fucking cute!


sorry about my aimless rambling. it's hard for me to stay focused.

maybe one day i'll be able to post how i'm hopelessly in love. does that happen anymore...like..."the notebook" love?