Things are looking up. Gonna be moving soon. Time to get out of apartment living. And we actually found a nice little house in our price range. It's gonna be a busy couple of months for us.

I hope everyone is well.

I am good. A little pissed off but overall good.

Not much to update, just more of the same.

Life is good...

Just thought I would share some funny stuff...



And my favorite because it seems to say it all...

It never ceases to amaze me how shitty and fake people can be. This fact alone makes me so glad that I have left certain people behind me in life. Fuck with me all you want (I don't really give a fuck) but you fuck with someone I love (that really pisses me off). Will I do anything? No. Why? Because I am a fucking adult and know how to behave like one. I take much pleasure knowing that they will get theirs because they always do, it is only a matter of time.

I hope all is well in all of your worlds.

GRRRRRR...

Fuck!

That is all I have to say!

Perfect example of my previous gripe. I sent an email to someone complimenting them on something. The response I get is "thx!". What the hell dude? You can't take two more seconds out of your day to fully type the word thanks. Is three more letters gonna kill you? Just irritating. I will never send another message of any kind to that person again. I am also not a big fan of not getting a response to things that warrant a response, but what can you do.

I have been deep in thought much of this week and have decided that I need to get back into setting goals for myself. I do well with goals and I tend to accomplish a whole lot more that way. I have also been thinking a lot about change. Not any particular change, just change in general. Sometimes things change in your life which causes a need for other changes. If you have one circumstance that was previously disastrous for whatever reason and you decide you want to try and mend it, you must first evaluate if this will be detrimental to a current and valuable circumstance. If they do not complement each other, you must choose which one is more important to you and focus your energy there.

Ok, enough of my ramblings.

I find it to be so amusing how serious people take things that really have no bearing on their lives. Essentially something that is not theirs, was not created by them, yet they feel the need to get all up in arms about silliness. People are very amusing to me. Often times people really piss me off but more often than not, they make me laugh hysterically. One thing that just really irks me is how no one seems to know how to speak, type, spell, or have a proper sense of grammar. I partially blame this on the fact that people text so much that that style of typing has taken over their life. I understand somewhat that you have to abbreviate due to limited space available but when you put the phone down and start typing an email, letter, or any type of writing with the same style, that is when I get irritated. Learn how to fucking spell people, you only make yourself look unintelligent. One more gripe would be people not doing what they say they are going to do or pretending they are something that they are not. I hate fake people.

On another note, got my hair cut this weekend. Still trying to get used to it, not sure if I like it yet.


So, I did start writing in my journal once again. It was quite refreshing. I went a little nuts and ended up writing like four pages of shit that was on my mind.

I hope all is well with everyone.

Not much new in my life. Just been really busy. I haven't been sleeping well lately and I think the lack of sleep is really getting to me. Sometimes I feel like I just need to knock myself out for a couple of days and when I wake up everything would be much better. My mind has been over active and I have been contemplating a lot of things. I have decided that I need to delete photos of relationships past. I couldn't think of a reason to keep them and the past is the past. It's time to let it go, leave it behind you. Shit, it is not like there is a snowballs chance in hell that I would ever be with any of these individuals again and friends of the past as well for that matter. It doesn't make sense for someone like me (I walk away without looking back, people come and go and that is ok) to keep pictures of things of the past. I don't look at them anymore. Why would I? I am no longer attracted to these people so there would be no satisfaction in looking at pictures. Anyway, leave the past in the past and move on with life. I have also decided that I am going to start writing in my journal again. I have a lot on my mind that I need to get out but I really don't want to talk to anybody about any of it. Well, that is enough babbling for me. I am tired and really could use some sleep. I hope all is well with you.

So what's new in my world?

This...

Thank you to all who commented on my set. I appreciate it very much.

Life is still crazy busy for me. I have a lot going on, a lot of shit that still needs to get done. But at this moment I have a question burning in my mind. A question that may never be answered because I may never actually ask it (at the risk of seeming absolutely ridiculous). The only problem with that is I will end up holding it inside and it will bother me for a very long time (I know this about myself). Maybe if I write it down and then destroy the evidence of it, that will help... I don't know but it is worth a try.