I signed up for okcupid.com tonight. I'm feeling kinda weird about it honestly, I really don't think I am ready to date again. Not necessarily because of any emotional distress, mostly because I haven't gotten my shit back together since I went into the hospital for going nuts. My finances are a mess, I'm still looking for a job which I won't absolutely despise... I dunno. Maybe I'll just make some new friends on there and see where it takes me. That or I'll do the questions and tests for a week and then never log onto the site again (much like my relationship with Myspace).

Going to a birthday party at a club with free drinks and strippers tomorrow. Kinda anxious, I've never gone to anything like that before. Not to sound like a prude, but I'm not especially looking forward to ladies stripping in front of me with 100 other people there. However: free drinks. I'll actually probably only have a drink or two, unless they have Jack & Coke. In which case, I am going to black the fuck out and make a total dick of myself.

On Sunday my friends and I are going to Atlanta to see Children of Bodom and In Flames. I'm really not a huge metal fan (I never listen to any metal at home), but I really like going to the shows. Plus, I don't have to drive. And if I don't have to drive, I'll pretty much go anywhere. Anyway, I'll probably check in after the party tomorrow (talking to the three people tops who will read this).

I've been on SG for about a year and a half, and just now got around to making my profile. That was literally the most time-consuming thing I have ever done. I half-assed pretty much everything on there. "What else do I like? Uhhhh... (30 seconds later) Fuck it! Next topic!" I can never think of shit related to me.

I am genuinely interested in whether or not anyone will ever read this. Honestly I could talk about shit that is fucking -nuts- and no one would know. I fuck penguin carcasses in my spare time. I have been staring at that sentence for about five minutes now, unable to think of anything else that is edgy. 4AM can eat shit.

Well! I guess I'll save saying anything that's worth a shit for when I have friends or something. Or never.