I hate this adult version of myself that I've become. I look at pictures from as recent as 2 years ago and I can't believe how sullen I am. Even a year ago, I wouldn't have thought twice about fucking my boyfriend behind his pool in his backyard at 3 a.m. I guess one of the main reasons I joined SG is to bring that person back out. It doesn't take much trust me. But that girl that i used to be, I loved her. She was uninhibited, she was fun, carefree, with much better skin. I guess I always thought I'd be able to keep that fire burning inside me forever. I loved that fire.
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