External control are you gonna let them get you?
Do you wanna be a prisorner in the boundaries they set you?
You say you want to be yourself, by christ do you think they'll let you?
The're out to get you get you get you get you get you get you!
Hello, hello, hello, this is the Lord God, can you hear?
Hellfire and damnation's what I've got for you down there
On earth I have ambassadors. archbishop. vicar. pope
We'll blind you with morality, you'd best abandon any hope!
We're telling you you'd better pray cuz you were born in sin
Right from the start we'll build a cell and then we'll lock you in!
We sit in holy judgement dondemning those that stray
We offer our forgiveness, but first we'll make you pay!
Hello. hell. hell, now here's a message from your queen,
as figurehead of the status quo I set the social scene.
I'm most concerned about my people, I want to give them peace,
so I'm making sure they stay in line with my army and police!
My prisons and my mental homes have ever open doors,
for those amongst my subjects who dare to ask for more.
Unrulyness and disrepect are things I can't allow...
So I'll see the peasants grovel if they frefuse to bow.
Introducing the Prime Sinister, she's a mother to us all
Like the dutch boy's finger in the dyke her arse is in the wall
Holding back the future waiting for the seas to part
If Moses did it with his faith, she;ll do it with an army
Who at times of threatened crisis are certain to be there
Gaurding national heritage no matter what or where
Palaces for kings and gueens, amnsions for the rich
Protection for the walthy, defence of pribige
They've learnt the ropes in Ireland, engaged in cibil war
Fighting for the ruling classes in their battle agaisnt the poor
Great Britain? Future? bollocks, you'd better look begind
Round every other corner stands P.C. 1984
Guardian of the future, he'll implement the law
Big brothers system's always there with his beady eyes on you
From God to local bobby, in home and street and school
They've got you name and number while you've just got their rule
We've got to look for methods to undermine those powers
It's time to chage the tables. the future must be ours.
BE exactly who you want to be, do what you want to do
I am he and she is she but you're the only you
No one else has got your eyes, can see the things you see
It's up to you to change you life and my life's up to me
The problems that you suffer from are problems that you make
The shit we have to climb through is the shit we choose to take
If you don't like the life you life, change it now it's yours
Nothing has effect if you don't recognise the cause
If the programmes's not the one you want, get up, turn off the set
It's only you that can decide what life you're gonna get
If you don't like religion you can be the antichrist
If your tired of politics you can be an anarchist
But no on ever changed the church by pulling down the steeple
And you'll never change the syustem by bombing number ten
Systems just aren't made of bricks they're most made of people
You may send then into hiding, but they'll be back again
If you don't like the rules they make, regust to play their game
If you don't want to be a numver, don't give them your name
If you don't wnat to be caught out, refuse to hear their question
Silence is a virtue, use it for your own protection
They'll try to make you play their game,refuse to show your face
Be exactly who you want to be, do what you want to do
I am he and she is she but you're the only you.
Do you wanna be a prisorner in the boundaries they set you?
You say you want to be yourself, by christ do you think they'll let you?
The're out to get you get you get you get you get you get you!
Hello, hello, hello, this is the Lord God, can you hear?
Hellfire and damnation's what I've got for you down there
On earth I have ambassadors. archbishop. vicar. pope
We'll blind you with morality, you'd best abandon any hope!
We're telling you you'd better pray cuz you were born in sin
Right from the start we'll build a cell and then we'll lock you in!
We sit in holy judgement dondemning those that stray
We offer our forgiveness, but first we'll make you pay!
Hello. hell. hell, now here's a message from your queen,
as figurehead of the status quo I set the social scene.
I'm most concerned about my people, I want to give them peace,
so I'm making sure they stay in line with my army and police!
My prisons and my mental homes have ever open doors,
for those amongst my subjects who dare to ask for more.
Unrulyness and disrepect are things I can't allow...
So I'll see the peasants grovel if they frefuse to bow.
Introducing the Prime Sinister, she's a mother to us all
Like the dutch boy's finger in the dyke her arse is in the wall
Holding back the future waiting for the seas to part
If Moses did it with his faith, she;ll do it with an army
Who at times of threatened crisis are certain to be there
Gaurding national heritage no matter what or where
Palaces for kings and gueens, amnsions for the rich
Protection for the walthy, defence of pribige
They've learnt the ropes in Ireland, engaged in cibil war
Fighting for the ruling classes in their battle agaisnt the poor
Great Britain? Future? bollocks, you'd better look begind
Round every other corner stands P.C. 1984
Guardian of the future, he'll implement the law
Big brothers system's always there with his beady eyes on you
From God to local bobby, in home and street and school
They've got you name and number while you've just got their rule
We've got to look for methods to undermine those powers
It's time to chage the tables. the future must be ours.
BE exactly who you want to be, do what you want to do
I am he and she is she but you're the only you
No one else has got your eyes, can see the things you see
It's up to you to change you life and my life's up to me
The problems that you suffer from are problems that you make
The shit we have to climb through is the shit we choose to take
If you don't like the life you life, change it now it's yours
Nothing has effect if you don't recognise the cause
If the programmes's not the one you want, get up, turn off the set
It's only you that can decide what life you're gonna get
If you don't like religion you can be the antichrist
If your tired of politics you can be an anarchist
But no on ever changed the church by pulling down the steeple
And you'll never change the syustem by bombing number ten
Systems just aren't made of bricks they're most made of people
You may send then into hiding, but they'll be back again
If you don't like the rules they make, regust to play their game
If you don't want to be a numver, don't give them your name
If you don't wnat to be caught out, refuse to hear their question
Silence is a virtue, use it for your own protection
They'll try to make you play their game,refuse to show your face
Be exactly who you want to be, do what you want to do
I am he and she is she but you're the only you.
2008 is here!Yar-hoi!Yar-harri-hoi, the urge to destroy!
Poison blades and calling out across the open sea
So long
March away singing a fighting song
Off to foriegn soil not to toil
But to war Doom comes
Sound tha drums
The storm is coming on
We'll be marching off to war
O' ere the break of dawn
Life's fast- drain the flask!
Yhere's n'eary to wonder why
Make the merrier now for tomorrow we all may die
Uruk-hai! Of wanderlust and out to die
We've tarried long on the banks of poverty now the hour's night
Those who will- come up!
For now we take the final sup
Few defy the Fell Beast
But this hour we dare!
O- We have no place to go
Wanderers of dust and dale
We come to you through hill and vale
On and on - hither we're drawn
Through dusk and dawn
The muster of the Outlands in the distances come on
I type here from my mind in over six months I think.
I miss the times I had here and with people from here
but I'm not that person anymore, and it's all so documented, so it's wierd...
and then I realize that nobody cares!!!!
YAHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Poison blades and calling out across the open sea
So long
March away singing a fighting song
Off to foriegn soil not to toil
But to war Doom comes
Sound tha drums
The storm is coming on
We'll be marching off to war
O' ere the break of dawn
Life's fast- drain the flask!
Yhere's n'eary to wonder why
Make the merrier now for tomorrow we all may die
Uruk-hai! Of wanderlust and out to die
We've tarried long on the banks of poverty now the hour's night
Those who will- come up!
For now we take the final sup
Few defy the Fell Beast
But this hour we dare!
O- We have no place to go
Wanderers of dust and dale
We come to you through hill and vale
On and on - hither we're drawn
Through dusk and dawn
The muster of the Outlands in the distances come on
I type here from my mind in over six months I think.
I miss the times I had here and with people from here
but I'm not that person anymore, and it's all so documented, so it's wierd...
and then I realize that nobody cares!!!!
YAHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yar-hoi!
Yar-harri-hoi, the urge to destroy!
Poison blades and calling out across the open sea
So long
March away singing a fighting song
Off to foriegn soil not to toil
But to war
Doom comes
Sound tha drums
The storm is coming on
We'll be marching off to war
O' ere the break of dawn
Life's fast- drain the flask!
Yhere's n'eary to wonder why
Make the merrier now for tomorrow we all may die
Uruk-hai!
Of wanderlust and out to die
We've tarried long on the banks of poverty now the hour's night
Those who will- come up!
For now we take the final sup
Few defy the Fell Beast
But this hour we dare!
O- We have no place to go
Wanderers of dust and dale
We come to you through hill and vale
On and on - hither we're drawn
Through dusk and dawn
The muster of the Outlands in the distances come on
Yar-harri-hoi, the urge to destroy!
Poison blades and calling out across the open sea
So long
March away singing a fighting song
Off to foriegn soil not to toil
But to war
Doom comes
Sound tha drums
The storm is coming on
We'll be marching off to war
O' ere the break of dawn
Life's fast- drain the flask!
Yhere's n'eary to wonder why
Make the merrier now for tomorrow we all may die
Uruk-hai!
Of wanderlust and out to die
We've tarried long on the banks of poverty now the hour's night
Those who will- come up!
For now we take the final sup
Few defy the Fell Beast
But this hour we dare!
O- We have no place to go
Wanderers of dust and dale
We come to you through hill and vale
On and on - hither we're drawn
Through dusk and dawn
The muster of the Outlands in the distances come on
I shatter everything when i want to see my mind
I'll pick the pieces up when i get the time
but there isn't enough glue...
only this social lubricant between me and you to
stop the friction... to stop the friction
you gotta whisper if you want people to listen,
Gotta learn to laugh through the harshest conditions
we cry while as we all get christened
Our hearts, broken... our eyes, smashed in....
Our minds are tired, and we come and go alone, oh oh oh oh ALONE!
Regret's in the back of my mind
I'm too busy wasting time
Got nothing to do,
I'll wince when i think of you
Regret returns, a wise teacher but i'll never learn
Laugh all you want but don't cry,
cuz we're too young to know we're old enough to die
and it's too bloody anyways
It took 35 years to kill himself
one moment to take control of his life
...poetryless...
The angels steal away the gems hoarding them in agonized prose
and gaudy catholic clothes and ghosts
Our hearts, broken... our eyes, smashed in....
Our minds are tired, and we come and go alone, oh oh oh oh ALONE!
Regret's in the back of my mind
I'm too busy wasting time
got nothing to do,
I'll wince when i think of you
Regret returns, a wise teacher but i'll never learn
Laugh all you want but don't cry,
cuz we're too young to know we're old enough to die
it's too bloody anyways.
count the years with rosary beads
thank mary for god speed
regret's in the back of my mind
i'm too busy wasting time
got nothing to do,
i'll wince when i think of you
regret returns, a wise teacher but i'll never learn
laugh all you want but don't cry,
cuz we're too young to know we're old enough to die
it's too bloody anyways
I'll pick the pieces up when i get the time
but there isn't enough glue...
only this social lubricant between me and you to
stop the friction... to stop the friction
you gotta whisper if you want people to listen,
Gotta learn to laugh through the harshest conditions
we cry while as we all get christened
Our hearts, broken... our eyes, smashed in....
Our minds are tired, and we come and go alone, oh oh oh oh ALONE!
Regret's in the back of my mind
I'm too busy wasting time
Got nothing to do,
I'll wince when i think of you
Regret returns, a wise teacher but i'll never learn
Laugh all you want but don't cry,
cuz we're too young to know we're old enough to die
and it's too bloody anyways
It took 35 years to kill himself
one moment to take control of his life
...poetryless...
The angels steal away the gems hoarding them in agonized prose
and gaudy catholic clothes and ghosts
Our hearts, broken... our eyes, smashed in....
Our minds are tired, and we come and go alone, oh oh oh oh ALONE!
Regret's in the back of my mind
I'm too busy wasting time
got nothing to do,
I'll wince when i think of you
Regret returns, a wise teacher but i'll never learn
Laugh all you want but don't cry,
cuz we're too young to know we're old enough to die
it's too bloody anyways.
count the years with rosary beads
thank mary for god speed
regret's in the back of my mind
i'm too busy wasting time
got nothing to do,
i'll wince when i think of you
regret returns, a wise teacher but i'll never learn
laugh all you want but don't cry,
cuz we're too young to know we're old enough to die
it's too bloody anyways
happy happy joy joy
so I went to see a movie tonite, and I didn't get to see what I wanted so we saw die harderest with a vengeance or die trying or whatever, I thought I might need a couple beers for this, but I bet it's good for some luaghs
I think this movie might be funnier than Knocked Up!!! I laughed my ass off for like the whole last 45 minutes, and I've been laughing out loud since I got home an hour ago! There's a point after some trillion dollar jet fighter (which couldn't even blow up an 18 wheeler after 3-4 tries) is going down, and this 55 year old nypd cop rides it like a surf board! I swear I was on the verge of tears I was laughing so hard!
Definitely worth 2 hrs of your time! (although I maintain the concept that there should be alcohol consumption in preparation).
Speaking of Knocked Up, it was the only movie, out of 20 listings at the theater that was rated "R"
Fuck hollywood. I hate how everything needs to be as marketable as possible and so we need to make everything PG-13. I was surprised Knocked Up even got made to be honest.
Anyway...
I feel it coming on, I feel like I'm on the verge of getting my life back. Tomorrow I'm going to go see transformers in the dome at the arclight, which should be tons-o-fun, and sunday the W in brentwood seems pretty promising.
if all goes weel, by the end of this month I should be back to normal physically and financially.
I have been thinking of doing something with my hair but I don't know what, it's so fukking long, it's like long.
That and I want to do something to supplement my income. I was thinking a part time/spare time job just to bring in a few hundy xtra per week. I feel like if I do that for a month or two (plus the limited spending that accompanies less free time) I might be in really good shape this fall. I want to stay committed to getting out of LA by the end of the year. I just miss san diego too much.
seeing my parents was so awesome, and seeing all my sisters' kids was really good for me too. i have hundreds of pictures from the last 5 days, and It's awesome. peace out boys and girls I gotta roll
so I went to see a movie tonite, and I didn't get to see what I wanted so we saw die harderest with a vengeance or die trying or whatever, I thought I might need a couple beers for this, but I bet it's good for some luaghs
I think this movie might be funnier than Knocked Up!!! I laughed my ass off for like the whole last 45 minutes, and I've been laughing out loud since I got home an hour ago! There's a point after some trillion dollar jet fighter (which couldn't even blow up an 18 wheeler after 3-4 tries) is going down, and this 55 year old nypd cop rides it like a surf board! I swear I was on the verge of tears I was laughing so hard!
Definitely worth 2 hrs of your time! (although I maintain the concept that there should be alcohol consumption in preparation).
Speaking of Knocked Up, it was the only movie, out of 20 listings at the theater that was rated "R"
Fuck hollywood. I hate how everything needs to be as marketable as possible and so we need to make everything PG-13. I was surprised Knocked Up even got made to be honest.
Anyway...
I feel it coming on, I feel like I'm on the verge of getting my life back. Tomorrow I'm going to go see transformers in the dome at the arclight, which should be tons-o-fun, and sunday the W in brentwood seems pretty promising.
if all goes weel, by the end of this month I should be back to normal physically and financially.
I have been thinking of doing something with my hair but I don't know what, it's so fukking long, it's like long.
That and I want to do something to supplement my income. I was thinking a part time/spare time job just to bring in a few hundy xtra per week. I feel like if I do that for a month or two (plus the limited spending that accompanies less free time) I might be in really good shape this fall. I want to stay committed to getting out of LA by the end of the year. I just miss san diego too much.
seeing my parents was so awesome, and seeing all my sisters' kids was really good for me too. i have hundreds of pictures from the last 5 days, and It's awesome. peace out boys and girls I gotta roll
abate the ones who hesitate to stand their ground
rally when the sky is falling, catch the clouds
together ants can overcome and kill the ox
the only key is knowing how to break the locks
i hate to say when blue skies are turning gray
ante-up, son, its time to get paid
raise a fist or get the fuck out the way
FUCK THE FAKE ONES!
break the long arm, stand up and say
FUCK THE POLICE!
sound the drums, there's no time to play
FUCK THE TYRANTS!
seize the time, turn night into day
war saves no one
FUCK THE U.S.A.!
i know this plant will keep growing
you water it without even knowing
and everytime you choose to consume
another arm on the poison vine blooms
never praise the gods with human sacrifice
but if yer dogs are itchin' you can scratch the lice
live free or die tryin' and reject the boss
pay the toll or burn the bridge and swim across
rally when the sky is falling, catch the clouds
together ants can overcome and kill the ox
the only key is knowing how to break the locks
i hate to say when blue skies are turning gray
ante-up, son, its time to get paid
raise a fist or get the fuck out the way
FUCK THE FAKE ONES!
break the long arm, stand up and say
FUCK THE POLICE!
sound the drums, there's no time to play
FUCK THE TYRANTS!
seize the time, turn night into day
war saves no one
FUCK THE U.S.A.!
i know this plant will keep growing
you water it without even knowing
and everytime you choose to consume
another arm on the poison vine blooms
never praise the gods with human sacrifice
but if yer dogs are itchin' you can scratch the lice
live free or die tryin' and reject the boss
pay the toll or burn the bridge and swim across
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