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born2rok33 hollywood we're never going down.

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age: 19 (Mar 24, 1989)

MEMBER SINCE: May 2008

occupation: musician

makes me sad: other people being miserable.

crush: Scott Smallin

fantasy: having a forced organsm.

heroes: Napalm Suicide

makes me happy: other people being happy

sign: aires.

body mods: 23 piercings, 14 tattoos

i lost my virginity: yep.

stats: i was never very good at statistics :[

gets me hot: short, skinny, white guys

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JULY 20, 2008 @ 12:12 AM | 12 COMMENTS

My Hopefuls Set <3

So, recently (over the past week)...someone got my phone number and has been texting me threatening messages. They know what car I drive and where I work. I have no idea who it is, and it is kind of freaking me out. They sent me a message yesterday saying "watch out". I was like WTFFF? So yea, they also hacked my SG account, looked at my pictures, and then proceded to tell me that i have to much cottage cheese, small titts, and weird nipples. This made me cry, actually..and then they called me a slut and that they saw me fucking someone in a parking lot somewhere, and I was like uhhh...no? So that sucks....

Also, more depressing news: A guy that I thought I might actually be truely in love with, hurt me so bad. He asked me to drive all the way to Hollywood to give him and his friend a ride to the airport, and me being me, said "of course". So as I was leaving he texted me and told me not to be late, and I said "okay, see you soon". Then when i got there he had turned off his phone and was no where to be found. I wondered around Hollywood to where I thought he might be, thinking his phone died or something, i went to his work, wasnt there, went to the hotel he usually satyed at, wasnt there either. So I was like "okay, well this sucks" so i went home. Then when I got home, i got a text from him saying that he had turned off his phone and that he just had to worry about making it up to me later, and he hasnt talked to me since. I was crushed...and so i called Kim and she calmed me down and said, "Kindra, he treats you like shit, this should be a wake up call and i dont trust him". Kim is the nicest most trusting person there is, and she doesnt trust him, so I believe her. But I guess he always did this kind of stuff to me, ditching me and saying he would make it up to me but never actally did. I would drive all the way to Hollywood just to bring him lunch from his favorite place ever: Burger King, and he would say thanks, and then ask me...

In happier news....

oh wait there is none.

sk8pdx

Los Angeles, CA

January 2007

JUL 20, 2008 01:41 AM

Your friend Kim is right. Its funny how bad we let people treat us when we think we like them. The irony is that I have been consuling my roomate Kim and she is almost in the same situation as you. She likes a guy but he won't liek her back or treat her the way she should be, he plays guitar in a band and is too punk to be cool and show some romance.

When one door closes another opens. All you can do is be the best person you can.

This quote helps me when I am think shit stinks. "It's not how hard you punch but it is how hard you get punched and still get up"

I do have some good news. I'm a short, kinda skinny white guy....I read somewhere that you like them kinda guys....

Stormsinger

Norman, OK

May 2006

JUL 20, 2008 01:52 AM

born2rok33 said:
Its like I gave him everything I had but I still wasnt good enough....

I know that feeling. Know the feeling of wanting to give so much to someone even though they don't give anything back. The problem is with him, not with you.

As for the hacker person, it's unfortunate that people like that exist. If you feel like you're in danger, go to the police. They can trace where a text came from and other such things... And for what they said about you... they're obviously insane. You're gorgeous.

ron4164

Ponchatoula, LA

January 2007

JUL 20, 2008 08:27 AM

You are beautiful sweetie.
Don't let any kind of idiot tell you anything differently.
Hackers are an unfortunate offspring of the computing age.
I agree with Stormsinger on that one sweetie.
Sad to hear about your guy. I'd listen to Kim if I were you.
Love is weird. It's like not being able to see the forest because of the trees!
You take care ok sweetie. Smile. You are alright!

SaraJill

New Haven, CT

April 2008

JUL 20, 2008 08:37 AM

That person who has been harassing you has something wrong with them...you're beautiful!! Don't listen to that asshole.
I think you should let that guy go...he doesn't even deserve you. I hope things get better for you.

JMHebert

Rowlett, TX

June 2008

JUL 20, 2008 09:45 AM

I am so sorry to hear about your tough times right now. Listen to you friend Kim and have nothing to do with that asshole, you deserve so much better!!

As to the person texting you, if you really feel you are in danger call the police NOW. They can track messages and phone calls. Now that they told you to watch out that is a threat.

And Please do not listen to their comments about you. They are just trying to tear you down, and they do not know what they are talking about. You are one Very Beautiful and Hot Lady!! All you have to do it read the other comments to you hear in your blog and you will know that I am not the only one who feels this way.

It sounds like you have good friends like Kim to talk to when you need someone, but feel free to direct message me if ever need someone to talk to.

78walk

Oklahoma City, OK

July 2005

JUL 20, 2008 09:47 AM

The happy news is that you now recognize the truth of the situation. Words are cheap - people are defined by our actions, and this fellow clearly has a well-defined pattern. Recognizing that we have made a mistake is no fun, but it's a helluva lot less painful than persisting in a bad relationship. Best wishes.

Heironymus

Gainesville, GA

January 2007

JUL 20, 2008 11:05 AM

pretty sure that there is quite a few guys in your general vicinity that would help you stop the stalker if you asked them... I am on the other coast... or if you know who it is a restraining order is always a nice way to say fuck off...

Lorelei

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

JUL 20, 2008 01:46 PM

hi there hon, thanks for the friends request. your MR review set is beautiful; i think all you need to do is work on your expressions a bit! try and show that wide range of emotions that we know you have inside of you! you did very well for your first attempt though! xo

FrankDelgato

Carlisle, PA

November 2007

JUL 20, 2008 10:22 PM

Screw him, he's an asshole.

Hopefully the next one won't be. As badly. As soon. But all guys ARE assholes, be warned...

Beau

SUICIDEGIRL

USA

JUL 21, 2008 01:37 PM

Love is a strange thing... I know my exfiance was a jerk but I was always too stupid and blinded by emotion to be like yeah this isn't a good thing for me. Sounds like he was playin' you.... forget that! hah!

Don't EVER let anyone tell you - you are not beautiful. Because you ARE. I really like your MR set, I hope you try again and become a suicide girl. Because your hot. ahaa!

I'd change my phone number, record times that number calls in case you need it, um at least they don't know where you live... gah... I HATE it when things like that happen...

Hopefully things will look up for ya' I'm sure it wont be hard to replace that dude. XD