My thoughts go out to those affected by the Boston Explosions. Fortunately I did not know anyone directly that was there. But to those who lost their lives or were injured, I am sorry for your pain. This was a pointless act of terror both unwanted and unwarranted against innocent people. Thank you goes out to the first responders and also to those participants and spectators who assisted the wounded. To the person or group that did this, I wish unspeakable pain and suffering in your lives which is not very humanistic of me but warranted at this point.

I have had the feeling that I could sleep for days. I wake up and do not feel completely rested. I think I am okay, last physical in December was very good so nothing new medically. I think I am just worn out. Last vacation was in August and I spent a little time up at my property but no real vacation. Work is not bad, so why would I be worn out? I am holding off on a true vacation until July, Rollercon in Vegas and it will be my first. I am not a fan of Vegas but this should be fun.

Other than that, nothing new. Work has been slow thankfully, but still fun and intriguing. Friends and family, well I need to see more of them. I have been a little distant and keeping busy with other things.

I think I finally made peace with my neighbor. They have a pit bull, which I am very much an animal person no matter the species or breed, but this girl just hates me. The first time she got out she charged me twice, I had my pistol but refrained from shooting her because she stopped short of what I would of pulled the trigger. The second time she got out I was unloading groceries from my truck. She charged, I grabbed my pistol. I came close to shooting that time except if I would of missed her I could of sent a bullet through my other neighbor's front window, and they just had a new baby. I backed up, away from the dog and she got the hint and ran across the street. I ran over to my neighbor's house, knocked on the door, and told them their dog was loose. In my other hand was my gun, I scared the neighbors too but not meaning to. I really do not want to kill an animal unless I have to, and only when something else's life is at stake. Well, they still have the dog, she has not left the yard for the past 2 months. Today was the first day the owner spoke to me, it was all pleasantries, nothing big and they seem to be very nice people. I'm glad he does not hold a grudge about the dog or when animal control showed up at his door with a $200 fine. By the way, my cousin is the district manager of animal control and I had called him. Best to resolve without spending bullets and the life of a dog that hates me. Now to finish my garden.

Today is my Friday at work, typically I really like my job. Today though another department person made me homicidal. I seriously wanted to harm this guy for his rude unprofessional behavior. Trying to resolve a customer issue and I get berated? Just wait buddy, I get paid more for a reason and I got your info.

I reallywont kill him, but there's going to be a conversation happening soon.

I work for a really big tech company and we are supposed to be progressive, customer focused, and forward thinkers. Well, that asshole failed at all three but in working with another department we got the issue resolved. I need a beer already and it's still 6 hours till quitting time.

Can't think of much to say. I am sleepy and shouldn't be. Today is the first day of my work week and I certainly have a case of the Mundays.

I know few will read this and I may post something similar in groups, so for you few who do read it I'd like your thoughts. smurf_ass recently posted a set I though was very artsy, gutsy, and besides minor photography gripes well done. Well, she caught shit for not being nude. I understand those who were nice about it; complimented her and told her to be SG she would need to be nude because it says so in the FAQs. That is still a very nice compliment, but some were rather nasty in their comments. I had a similar friend who did not show vag and one comment I remember did not give positive because she didn't show all her stuff. It was a well done photoshoot, she should not have to show vag if she chooses not to. Similar a recent discussion in one of the groups someone asked why there was less vag being shown, really? This is not a porn site, it is about art and the social aspect. This is not mainstream and should never be, this site is about us who do not fit certain norms. When I joined way back when (long discontinued account) it was called alternative. This means not fitting a norm, this is not porn, and if you want spreading vag or giving a girl shit because she does not remove all her clothes go elsewhere. Do not discourage the ladies who choose not to fit a norm, are not rail thin, or do not show every aspect of their body.

I have been sleeping so much lately not feeling energetic. Life is good, I just suck at keeping up with blogs. I visit a lot of friend's blogs, or if I see interesting updates on the main page. I am also involved in a few groups here as well. I find myself really immersing myself in the social aspect of SG. There are a lot of really neat people here.

Okay, I suck at keeping a blog. I do comment on others' blogs, and float around leaving comments in some groups. New in life, not much other than a promotion at work. I wish I could retire, but my job is a good one that I enjoy most days, maybe in 10 years. Other than that I'll keep lurking around. Enjoy.

Hello y'all,

I have been around here, just not an active blogger. So here's a quick update:
Work is good
Family good
Married life sucks, same problems new day
Life away from work overall good


Otherwise life is good, trying to be the optimist. I have big dreams and want to accomplish everything. My job is going good, may even get a promotion so fingers crossed.

Alright, update over and back to the forums.

Not a lot to report. Been trying to keep up with the site. Work is busy and I haven't been very social lately. Tonight went to a derby friend's house for beer, food, and to watch the boat parade. Stayed about 4 hours but it was time to get, did not want to be a drunk driver.

I have a weird relationship with my parents. I think I have the world's greatest parents. My mom and dad divorced when I was 5 and remarried two of the greatest people and all four are very friendly. I love all 4 of them and would do anything for any one of them or my siblings. Well, I talked to my mom today for like 45 minutes. We hadn't spoke in 2 months, and not because anything is wrong. It's just how we are. My dad panics if he does not hear from me once a month or more. It's odd being the black sheep of both families, I went against our German traditions (like not having my own children), and did things on my own like college, religious beliefs, etc. My brother and I are close, but he fits in more with the family yet tolerates me for the most part otherwise I see every one else only a couple times a year, and we all live close or in the same state. So, brings me to my point; I work X-mas, so my family has rearranged most of the gatherings to accommodate. I usually like working on X-mas and avoiding the big to dos of the holiday. Now I have no excuse to miss the festivities. I like visiting, but not when there are tons of people like extended family from some other side that I don't remember. I always feel awkward and then spend a lot of time outside on the patio away from the crowds.

Then tomorrow I get to go to a park as a favor to someone close and everyone there except 2 people know I do not like them. It will be a quick visit to say the least.