Ok, its been a hot minute since i have been on....god i missed this site. and i missed all of you out there to. Not much is new in my world....just been chillin and kickin back. Happy 4th to everyone. May all of your drunken wishes come true this weekend.......sure as hell need some of mine to come true hehe.

Ok, so here i am, just sitting at home in front of the computer with Ace of Cakes playing in the background....i feel like a crazy cat lady right now...only thing is, i dont have any cats lol. Attempted to get out and do something today but the only thing is, is i hate doin crap by myself. Would be awesome to kick it with some friends if they werent busy today.... i need a hobby.

Yeah its been a log minute since i posted anything, just been having one of those months you know. Notta seems to work out in the way i thought it was and well shit has hit the fan. lots and lots of stuff just when to hell. and to think it all started when my windshield cracked lol. I should have known then. But there is an up side though. I am painting again after a year long hiatus on it. I found some motivation from the crap thats been goin on this month. Only eerie thing is, my work is alot darker now. Might post some pics of some of the darker stuff i have done ina day or so. Well love you all and hope your months have been better.

Have you ever caught yourself dancing or singing an off the wall kinda song? That happened to me today. I was working on some programs at work and dont remember singing to myself. "I dont want anybody else....when i think about you i touch myself ooohhaahhh" well thats the song i was singing....apparently it was just loud enough that like 4 people that work in my building that just happened to be walking by stood there for probably a few minutes and were just giggling. I felt like an idiot....why couldnt my unconcious make me sing a song that wasnt about touching myself lol. well sucks i still got two more days before the weekend. I dont think they are gonna let me live this one down till then....

Well so far so good today. My birthday has been pretty relaxing, did some internet surfing, watched some tv, threw in a movie, aint some cupcakes.......i need some better entertainment.

So today is my birthday.....yay for me. not much really goin on at all, took the day off from work. sittin at home doin some paintings, and well nothin else really. hmmmm this is definately going to be another boring bday.

So I wake up today thinkin that i was going to have some magical and mysterious adventure.....boy was i friggin wrong. Its sad when the highlight of a beautiful lazy saturday morning is eating fruity pebbles and watching robot chicken that i dvred from the week. ok maybe that is a great way to spend the morning lol. Could be better though. SO most of my day was spent being lazy and taking cat naps here and there. oh yeah, i made cupcakes to. lol. mmmmmmmmm cupcakes. now i am just sitting back having some sweet tea and staring at my early b-day gift from the folks. My pretty 42" HD LCD tv..... robot chicken and my scary movies look supa sweet now..........

IM AWAKE!!!! god i hate not having a date....kinda kills havin a new movie and no one to kick it with. hmmmm maybe i need an imaginary friend lol. Start hanging out with em and making people feel wierd. could be fun.

Well its the end of the first day in the new year....and you know what...i dont feel any different. Ok it did seem that last year went by way to quickly...either that or i really need to find a girlfriend lol. I ended up last night sitting at home all snuggled in my blanky on the couch watching horror flicks. To me, that wasnt that bad of a night. Plus with the amount of idiots that over indulge on the alcohol out here, i was kinda happy about not going out, nor watching the ball drop...no point to it really if you dont live in NYC or dont have anyone to enjoy it with. Watched Jennifer's Body and i concluded that it really wasnt a bad movie, considering all the bad press it got. Another reason i think movie critics are complete morons. Well except for any bad comments they have about the whole twilight series....what a complete friggin retarded concept. Everyone knows that vampires aren't sparkly in daylight....they are more of an ashy bursting in to friggin flames like. But enough about that hehe. I am just ramblin on and on....think i might go buy a bottle of coke and some captain. and have a nice lonely night sitting on the patio and having a drink/smoke while listening to the neighbors play thier corny mexicano/circus music. no offense to anyone thats mexican...i listen to some pretty corny shit myself sometimes.....what can i say, new kids on the block baby.....ooo oo oooooo oo oo wee ooo

Well its just a few more days from christmas and i can not friggin wait....hate the holidays when your alone. Plus, hate trying to buy something at the store and have to stand in line for 3 friggin hours cause people dont understand the concept that you should shop way ealier than 3 weeks before christmas. Hell these last few years i go just to watch the chaos that ensues and see what the world has come to. Abunch of consumer zombies. Where's a shot gun when you need one. I feel like hunting for some headshots this week. HEHE.