I've been on this fucking website for what..10 years give or take? Amazing how time goes on. It all began as me curious and lonely. Laid off for the winter in my apartment. It wasn't just a jerk off thing...although hey! What the Hell!! Beyond that it was a shit ton of folk with like minded opinions and ideas. Always got along with the outcast girls in my youth anyhow. Seemed all to comfortable. Now I am considered old I guess...or at least from the reactions girls give me after they inquire...but older at least. I am married and not so lonely. A home, a business. How things have changed. Then there is suicidegirls....why don't I let go? I guess it will always live inside me. I must always know as I have not changed, nor hath the culture I was once drawn to. So thanks, anyhow. Think I'll stay just a little while longer.
Got to sit in with the incredible members of the band Morphine and Jeremy Lyons Friday night. Hard to come down from that experience. 
When will this winter end?!? The end of winter seasonal depression has me in a downward spiral well beyond average for this time of year. I need things to wake up and start living again! Crawl out of the cave and scream!!!
“ An ad that pretends to be art is — at absolute best — like somebody who smiles warmly at you only because he wants something from you. This is dishonest, but what’s sinister is the cumulative effect that such dishonesty has on us: since it offers a perfect facsimile or simulacrum of goodwill without goodwill’s real spirit, it messes with our heads and eventually starts upping our defenses even in cases of genuine smiles and real art and true goodwill. It makes us feel confused and lonely and impotent and angry and scared. It causes despair.
A Supposedly Fun Thing I’ll Never Do Again, David Foster Wallace
A Supposedly Fun Thing I’ll Never Do Again, David Foster Wallace
Was thinking of turning my house warming party into a rockstar theme...if you were to come, who would you be?
Looking forward to The Hobbit movie. However, my passion is geared more towards Star Trek!
Well here comes Happy Make Friends with the Natives Before You Kill Them Day here in America. I hope everyone is lucky enough to feast at the starting gate of 'tis the season. Here we go!
