Well shit news is shit news. A good friend of mine went on a WESTPAC( for none NAVY people that is a 6mth deployment to the Western Pacific.) was gone for a month and his wife cheated on him with some from his office(WTF). He wants to fuck this guy up when he comes back from his deployment; but is it worth it you have lost you wife is losing you job worth the good feeling you will have for few moments of punching and kicking. Myself I am always pissed but for the most part that is it, I have nothing if I don't have My Fam and the Navy. Well I done this shit is grinding at me I hope he makes the right choice not the right now choice.

If any on reads this thanks, if its not read that's normal.

Well I have been up since noon yesterday, and I need to go to bed for work tonight but I just feel lost today/yesterday I might be missing the fam the went to see the in-laws but that is nothing new that happens every other year. I have not been taking my happy pills like I should so that could be it...

Tell how this sounds.

The win of one could be losing for many.
Without faith in our fellow man can a real world ever exist?
With all the talk of change why do I still feel the same?

Please tell what you think, I used to write a lot I kinda gave up when found my wife.
If anyone like it I can post some of my old stuff.

Well not much to say I feel like I am doing alright. Still feel a tad bit crazy but that is life. I looking forward to see were I go and what I find in this life of mine hahahahaha it rhymes.

Well over the last 2 months I have been working at fucking up my B average and it is working pretty well, with 1 B, 2 C's and a D. Working 12 hour shifts and taking 4 classes sucks but at the end of this week I will have 36 credits earned since March.

well i have been drained as of late about out of my meds and it is a pain to get more the wife and kids piss me off do to that but i am trying other than that I am inching in on my bday and my plans for fun might not pan out oh well.

Well tonight I feel really down for some fucking reason maybe the rum and being by myself in the land of islam, they are not bad people like the talking box puts out but they are different and it is not the same as home where life drags you do in other way. (Bitch, Bitch)
Brandon