New blog for Lee Suicide

It's friday... gotta go to work in a minute, but before that I have to go to the lovely DMV
I got too wasted with friends the other weekend and somehow lost my wallet... what a drunk ass lol
so now I am paying for it by not being able to do anything for a couple weeks.
oh, I saw the Indiana Jones movie... did anyone watch it?

well, I'm out... Have a good weekend!

I'm bored! what's up with you people?

hey ppl

I'm so happy today!!
Hope everyone is doing great!

hahhahahehehaa!

shiiiit!
hehehe

Hey Everyone! Sorry that I was MIA. I did miss you all, really.
I've been thrown way off my center, and I'm tryin to find my way back. It's been ridiculously hard!


I gave everything.
I gave all my trust.
You crushed it!

I gave all my love.
I gave you my ear!
Just to listen to your bullshit!

I gave you confidence.
I gave you inspiration.
Only to be cut off from my own!

I gave. I gave.
You seemed to only take!

Who's the next soul that you will feed off of?
Only to suck them dry.

I wish you luck with your fucked up system.
But I know it will only collaspe!

I fuckin TRULY loved you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Ryotgirl You make me feel bad for prayin for you...... that's fuckin low.



So, to everyone else, just be real with me. I don't need anymore fakers & fronters!
I need love! I need to get back to normal, my positive self.
If you could send your positivity my way, you know I'll project it back. I keep it true like that. You can't run from your kharma. Thanks to all my real friends out there, that truly do care. You always have my love!!

Late!
Stay Conscious!!!



oh shit, ya... I saw

Katie on 'making the video' for THE USED. that was hot! Lucky fucks, hehe!

It hurts.

Restless...
Restless...
Anticipation...
Excitement...
Glee...
Reality Check...
Fuck it...
Restless...
Restless...
Anticipation...
Excitement...
Glee...
Reality Check...
Fuck it...
Restless...
Restless...
...
...
... This might just be insanity!


hehe.

16 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Holla!

Hey SG!

Wish you all well today!

headless, formless, knowing center.
forgiving, loveless, demeaning forefront.
will of mine, will divine.
all of which is solely mine.

Speaking, silent, relentless tether.
Drown in likeness of worldy heaven.
Knowing nothing, but knowing all.
Watch me as I fall.

But as I fall, I actually rise.
rise to what?
fall from where?
It's all the same.


Once again, I give you something of myself. Take from it what you will, if anything at all.


Someone from SG is coming to visit me in 23 days!!! I'm so excited! I love you so much, B!!!!!

Hey Everyone!

Listen to the sound of energy as it travels to your eardrum. Listen to the laughter of a child as it vibrates your soul.
Listen to your friends cause they want you to.
Listen to yourself so that you can be whole.

Speak with good intentions, and positivity.
Speak with emotion, but not denile.
Speak the truth, for it's the best way.
Speak, but hesitate to make it worthwhile.

Holla at your friends.
Holla at your lovers.
Holla at me!
and especially your mothers!

Look to yourself to find answers to your problems.
Look to your heart to put out your fires.
Look at the world, and know its yours.
Look to your soul to find your true desires.

Think for yourself and stray from conditioning.
Think what it would be like to do what you want.
Think for the sake of free-thought.
And, Think, Think, Think... please!


well, that was a little improv for the sake of doing whatever the fuck you want!
Holla Peeps! You rule your destiny!