Recent events of the site have brought me to a conclusion. For the many of you that dont know the persona of "Bletch" is about 90% fictional in nature. Which should be obvious by alot of contradictions in the profile and comments on the boreds. I thought it was funny seeing how people interact with Bletch. But in light of what has recently occured with the events regarding Eve i think i am gonna take a little hyatus from comments and stuff and just observe. When i do think its time to return i think it will probly be as the real me. 
Mmmmm mmmmm I's up this mornin'
ah, blues walkin' like a man
I's up this mornin'
ah, blues walkin' like a man
Worried blues
give me your right hand
And the blues fell mama's child
tore me all upside down
Blues fell mam's child
and it tore me all upside down
travel on, poor Bob
just cain't turn you 'round
The blu-u-u-u-ues
is a low-down shakin' chill
spoken: Yes, preach 'em now.
Mmmmm mmmmm
is a low-down shakin' chill
You ain't never had 'em, I
I hope you never will
Well, the blues
is a schin' old heart disease
spoken: Do it. now.
You gon' do it?
Tell me about it.
Let the blues
is a low-down achin' heart disease
Like consumption
killing me by degrees
I can study rain
oh, ohm drive, oh, oh, drive my blues
I been studyin' the rain and
I'm 'on drive my blues away
Goin' to the 'stil'ry
stay out there all day
ah, blues walkin' like a man
I's up this mornin'
ah, blues walkin' like a man
Worried blues
give me your right hand
And the blues fell mama's child
tore me all upside down
Blues fell mam's child
and it tore me all upside down
travel on, poor Bob
just cain't turn you 'round
The blu-u-u-u-ues
is a low-down shakin' chill
spoken: Yes, preach 'em now.
Mmmmm mmmmm
is a low-down shakin' chill
You ain't never had 'em, I
I hope you never will
Well, the blues
is a schin' old heart disease
spoken: Do it. now.
You gon' do it?
Tell me about it.
Let the blues
is a low-down achin' heart disease
Like consumption
killing me by degrees
I can study rain
oh, ohm drive, oh, oh, drive my blues
I been studyin' the rain and
I'm 'on drive my blues away
Goin' to the 'stil'ry
stay out there all day
I just had a literally 3 hour panic attack while tryin to find my lost wallet. Have you ever had a moment where you just werent sure what you were doing when you lost sumthin. I just had one of those. I knew i had it with me when i came home but for some reason i could not remember where i put it. Then thoughts started to creep in my head. thoughts like "maybe you droped it at the gas station. Maybe someone picked it out of your pocket!" 
so i freaked out and tore my house apart looking for it. All the while visualizing the basterd that found or lifted my wallet haveing a great time at his Bletch funded shoping spree. I looked everywhere, under chairs, every crevis of my car, under sinks, under the mattress. Even places i knew to be a physical impossiblity for my wallet to be. My house looked liked it was raided by the KGB for evidence. Well, i decided to cancel my cards for safety. As i am talking to the credit card lady she asks me if i knew my number. I tell her im not sure, let me check. I reach into my back pocket and pull out my mother fucking wallet.
Your neiborhood basterd
so i freaked out and tore my house apart looking for it. All the while visualizing the basterd that found or lifted my wallet haveing a great time at his Bletch funded shoping spree. I looked everywhere, under chairs, every crevis of my car, under sinks, under the mattress. Even places i knew to be a physical impossiblity for my wallet to be. My house looked liked it was raided by the KGB for evidence. Well, i decided to cancel my cards for safety. As i am talking to the credit card lady she asks me if i knew my number. I tell her im not sure, let me check. I reach into my back pocket and pull out my mother fucking wallet. Your neiborhood basterd
Down your street your crying is a well known sound
Your street is very well known throughout your town
Your town is very famous for their little girl
Whose crying can be herd all around the world
Your street is very well known throughout your town
Your town is very famous for their little girl
Whose crying can be herd all around the world
Well the awkwardness is over. kina. I went to a party with a friend and saw a girl i kinda had sumthin for there with a kid who would be best defined as my worst enemy. She was toting this guy around infront of me just to fuckin spite me. If thats not enough i was at my platonic girlfriends house when her grandparents were over there and my other blond haired platonic girlfried introduced herself and the granddad was said "You are a very beautiful girl! You have very Aryan features, The SS would have loved you!" The rest of dinner was kinda weird. My friend could not stop appolgizing. I shared a bowl with a guy outside of the party and he then later on that night at like 3:00am he calls tryin to tell me how he would go to jail for me and stuff, and i dont even know the guys name. It was just an awkward night.
I went to the doctor today. They think i might really have something. It is kind of surreal when you realize that you may not be around in 6 months. I dont want to die like that. 
