My Dad died today. I don't know what to say. I'm not prepared for this. As the oldest, I have to...I don't know. Take control?

Normally, I would go to my Dad for advice...

Fuck. What do I do now?

I love you Dad, and I miss you so much already. Thanks for being my best friend.

blindsided and heartbroken...

Bye Bye Kemper

Si ego agam last uno solis occasum vela antequam super mare aeternitate spe utinam permitteretis me tibi ut quis.

(If I were to spend my last sunset with one person before I sailed away upon the sea of everlasting eternity, I would hope you would allow me that person to be you.)

(Yeah, it's not a perfect translation...but I don't speak latin, and google translate is the best I can do.)

Just got back from Vegas. Need to sleep for about a week. Awesome "business" trip. Think I met my future wife, as well.

So, it's been an interesting couple of months. Got arrested for something that I didn't do. The charges were dropped, but it lead to and interesting situation. I was bailed out by the roommate of my current FWB, Sara. The only condition to her bailing me out was that I had to move in with her and Sara. Well, things are quickly going to hell between Sara and I because she follows me around like a puppy dog. The only time I get to myself is if I am in the bathroom or the shower.

To complicate things even further the roommate, Carrie, has made it very clear...very, very clear, that she wants me...and I want her...but we can't get more than a second alone without Sara showing up. Yesterday, we got started, but as soon as I got her shirt off, Sara came home.

It's getting to the point where I don't even like Sara as a friend anymore, because she never leaves me alone.

Anyway, I feel like I'm Jack in Three's Company, except I don't have to pretend I'm gay, and I have a shot with both of the women.

It really shouldn't be this difficult, it should be fun...

So...one of my favorite SGs apparently got breast implants sometime over the past few months while my account was inactive. That's a shame, because she was perfect to begin with.

I just don't understand the fascination with big breasts. I tend to prefer them smaller, a handful or a little more, but I know that some women do it because it boosts their self-esteem.

Either way, good for her...I wish she wouldn't have done it, but it's her life and her choice, and she still looks fantastic.

Really Kelli? I don't have a part in this fight that you two are having, and now you don't want to be friends anymore because I still talk to and hang out with her? Guess we just weren't meant to be friends then.

You'd think, being 27, that you wouldn't act like a high school kid anymore, but I guess that's not necessarily true.

Haha....how do you move on from someone you know is your soulmate?

Also, how can life be so fucking cruel? Not only to send her back to her ex, but to have her be pregnant by him?

If someone can explain this to me, I will die in peace.

Just wants someone he can watch the end of the world with.