To be honest, this post was (at first) going to consist of many many complaints & the realization of how miserable I am now that I am indefinitely, NOT attending Hell City. But I absolutely hate allowing negativity to consume my life/happiness so I really shouldn't waste time focusing on the bullshit but on future events, that I WILL attend.
But long story short, our location arrangements fell through so I'll be spending the next week trying to catch up on bills & getting the state of NJ the fuck off my back with these toll violations. AGAIN I'M TRYING TO BE OPTIMISTIC. At 22 my finances are just not in order enough to make other plans on short notice. It also stresses me the fuck out
Vayda & I will most likely reschedule our multi for some time in June with Brooklyn so no worries Can I just say how disappointed I am that I won't be spending my weekend with these babes though <3
SUPER HAPPY to receive my care package of SG merch in the mail this past week too
& I'M SERIOUSLY SO EXCITED TO SHOW YOU ALL THE SET BROOKLYN & I SHOT IN MID MARCH -- I'm anxiously awaiting the day Brooklyn sends me the e-mail with the proofs, I feel like a kid on Christmas morning! She's tremendously talented, I highly recommend every SG & Hopeful to shoot with her, it's always such a fun time! She definitely puts forth so much effort into her work & as you can see, it shows
Which reminds me I need to go shop for a dress to wear to Brooklyn 's tea party next month -- can't wait to meet all of the lovely ladies that will be attending
I will also be shooting again with Brooklyn in May & June -- I'll finally get to meet Payton !
AND THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU to everyone who made my FP DEBUT DAY so special, I really appreciate all of the feedback & support I've received from all of you! It's not easy to put yourself out for the world to judge, but you guys definitely took it easy on me I didn't receive too much negativity about my set besides the annoying tattoo artist who insists that I "stole her work" & constantly tries to advertise it on the SG instagram. PLEASE GET A LIFE, I HAD NO IDEA WHO YOU WERE UNTIL YOU ACCUSED ME OF THIS BS. I can't understand why people are so full of themselves, you're not famous, RELAX.
/rant
I must leave you all on a happy note with a couple #sundies posts via my Instagram & Twitter:
I have a meeting with the creative director of Inked Magazine Wednesday as well, I'm hoping everything goes well because that means I WILL BE FEATURED IN THE MAGAZINE! So excited yet nervous at the same time because I've never been to one of these "things." Hopefully I'm not ready to shoot myself after the drive into NYC -- all depends on the idiots that surround me in traffic on that particular day
RECENT SELFIES:
WHAT AN AWESOME @SuicideGirls FAN SENT ME ON INSTAGRAM: #VDUBLUV
MY BABY PITBULL TYSON & I #SPRING
WAKE N BACK WITH MY BABE THIS PAST SUNDAY
I apologize sincerely to anyone I was hoping to meet in Hell City, I'm sure you all are aware of the emptiness I'm feeling not being able to attend! Like I said, all I can do is work harder now so I can attend some of the other upcoming events. I love you all & I'm wishing you an amazing & safe trip to Hell City!!!!!!!
Lets be friends
INSTAGRAM: @BittersweetSuicide
TWITTER: BittersweetSG
VINE: Bittersweet Suicide
Facebook: Chanel Monika Jordan
SATURDAY IS 4/2O TIME TO GET REALLLLLY FUCKING HIGH ... WHAT ELSE IS NEW
But long story short, our location arrangements fell through so I'll be spending the next week trying to catch up on bills & getting the state of NJ the fuck off my back with these toll violations. AGAIN I'M TRYING TO BE OPTIMISTIC. At 22 my finances are just not in order enough to make other plans on short notice. It also stresses me the fuck out
Vayda & I will most likely reschedule our multi for some time in June with Brooklyn so no worries Can I just say how disappointed I am that I won't be spending my weekend with these babes though <3
SUPER HAPPY to receive my care package of SG merch in the mail this past week too
& I'M SERIOUSLY SO EXCITED TO SHOW YOU ALL THE SET BROOKLYN & I SHOT IN MID MARCH -- I'm anxiously awaiting the day Brooklyn sends me the e-mail with the proofs, I feel like a kid on Christmas morning! She's tremendously talented, I highly recommend every SG & Hopeful to shoot with her, it's always such a fun time! She definitely puts forth so much effort into her work & as you can see, it shows
Which reminds me I need to go shop for a dress to wear to Brooklyn 's tea party next month -- can't wait to meet all of the lovely ladies that will be attending
I will also be shooting again with Brooklyn in May & June -- I'll finally get to meet Payton !
AND THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU to everyone who made my FP DEBUT DAY so special, I really appreciate all of the feedback & support I've received from all of you! It's not easy to put yourself out for the world to judge, but you guys definitely took it easy on me I didn't receive too much negativity about my set besides the annoying tattoo artist who insists that I "stole her work" & constantly tries to advertise it on the SG instagram. PLEASE GET A LIFE, I HAD NO IDEA WHO YOU WERE UNTIL YOU ACCUSED ME OF THIS BS. I can't understand why people are so full of themselves, you're not famous, RELAX.
/rant
I must leave you all on a happy note with a couple #sundies posts via my Instagram & Twitter:
I have a meeting with the creative director of Inked Magazine Wednesday as well, I'm hoping everything goes well because that means I WILL BE FEATURED IN THE MAGAZINE! So excited yet nervous at the same time because I've never been to one of these "things." Hopefully I'm not ready to shoot myself after the drive into NYC -- all depends on the idiots that surround me in traffic on that particular day
RECENT SELFIES:
WHAT AN AWESOME @SuicideGirls FAN SENT ME ON INSTAGRAM: #VDUBLUV
MY BABY PITBULL TYSON & I #SPRING
WAKE N BACK WITH MY BABE THIS PAST SUNDAY
I apologize sincerely to anyone I was hoping to meet in Hell City, I'm sure you all are aware of the emptiness I'm feeling not being able to attend! Like I said, all I can do is work harder now so I can attend some of the other upcoming events. I love you all & I'm wishing you an amazing & safe trip to Hell City!!!!!!!
Lets be friends
INSTAGRAM: @BittersweetSuicide
TWITTER: BittersweetSG
VINE: Bittersweet Suicide
Facebook: Chanel Monika Jordan
SATURDAY IS 4/2O TIME TO GET REALLLLLY FUCKING HIGH ... WHAT ELSE IS NEW
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gofuserectus:
good luck sorry you couldn't make it. i love your beauty!! please be well, you can make it next time or another event !! good luck bittersweet!!
tc_nikon:
Hope everything works out,,,and you look amazing in those pics, cute dog.