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JULY 9, 2008 @ 08:16 PM

I'm going to write a normal blog again.
Around this time last year, I was running.... now I'm trying again. The nights are cool enough, and my g/f is motivating me to run too.

I'm currently 5'8 (or 9?) 210 lbs. I've hit a level I don't want to be... over 200 lbs. So.. before last summer I was 10 lbs away from my goal.. and now I'm 30 lbs away from my goal. I'm kinda upset with myself but if I could lose 20 lbs by September I'll be happy. the hard part is now trying not to munch. I mean.. I think I've fucked up my diet to the point where I just want to eat.... lots... not to mention being lazy. Its getting worse because of a lot of pictures I've seen of me... I don't think have been too flattering... so I just want to tone down a bit... again...

Either way... I gotta get money to get to a gym... if SG was as much as a Gym membership I'd cancel my subscription in a heart beat... but it's not... so I gotta find the money to do this stuff year round.

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SUICIDEGIRL

Spain

JUL 10, 2008 11:25 AM

Some sport is always the best way to be healthy not just fit ..so good luck bout running...here is too warm for anything at the moment but a doctor told me recently i should do some sport to be stronger so ill find a way and a proper sport...

arent gyms so boring? SG is way better than a gym! haha

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SUICIDEGIRL

Spain

JUL 11, 2008 04:02 AM

haha in spain at night (specially iwhere i live) is really warm at the moment

btw dont u have public swimming pools over there?

badgers

United Kingdom

January 2006

JUL 15, 2008 01:00 AM

Cheers The hand still feels a bit weird. Loose, almost..

Nena

SUICIDEGIRL

Spain

JUL 15, 2008 09:36 AM

That sounds interesting, I'd like to see that link!

OhSoOrdinary

New York, NY

July 2006

JUL 26, 2008 04:09 PM

Sorry your Poly threat turned into a world war. Good luck with your quest.

Darke

Trego, WI

June 2005

JUL 30, 2008 05:06 PM

It's really not a war, check the thread.

SonOfAPunk

Maple Ridge, BC

January 2006

JUL 30, 2008 08:21 PM

Run. Don't drink carbonated/sweetened beverages. NO FAST FOOD. And keep active. I lost like 120lbs that way in like 8 months.

And thanks for the compliment dude!

SonOfAPunk

Maple Ridge, BC

January 2006

JUL 31, 2008 07:38 AM

To be honest there was very little effort involved. I WAS living the most self-destructive lifestyle outside of substance and habitual abuses...

I picked up a longboard instead of sitting at home playing videogames 12-16 hours a day, waiting to work 4 hours at my job, and go to bed at 5am, all the while eating 2-4 super-sized McDonalds meals...

Now I'm just smart.

So with VERY little effort. The change of lifestyle was a harsh impact, but for the better. I enjoy who I am now, both physically and mentally, so it doesn't feel like work.

SonOfAPunk

Maple Ridge, BC

January 2006

AUG 01, 2008 07:14 AM

That's what I'm talking about motherfucker! YEAH!

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